User:The life of teens

we all know teens but do you know what's going on with them why they are distand why they don't talk to you I know the answer because I am a teen to, we are constantly over thinking about what's going to happen next and we are afraid for changes in our life we always goes in deppresion because we lost someone special or someone who we trusted or someone we broke up with we teens are always having a bad day because we heard the worst news of our lives and we are afraid of being all alone if we have nobody in this world to support us I can't talk to my parents how I feel or how was my day I lost someone very very special I was in grade 2 when I lost my grandpa and it always feels it is my fault because the last time I saw him before he passed away I was on my phone the whole time I just wish I could have a second chance to see him but I know it will never happen I would give up anything just to see him a last time before he pass but I connect him spiritually but something does not fell right if to this day something tells me it was his fiancé because she would use his money for pills and medicine she does not need something tells me she did something to him but he would not tell me when i connect with him same with my aunt she was in a car accident but she got more hurt her husband and my nephwes got less damage and my mother found something out she texted my grandmother from my mom side she texted if something would happen to her we should not leave it there I think my uncle my aunts husband had a affair with someone and she found out because after her death he had a secret daughter he hid from her and they where arguing while her husband drived and on purpose drive in another car on her side and she passed away in 2020 September and my mom carries that burning  with her and its 2023 I am now 14 years old and for me its so much to handle and I have adhd I am seeing a therapist about my mentel illness but I don't know how to tell the truth if my parents are by in the room I have a appointment again in april after the school holidays btw I live in south africa so yeah but I am carrying  all this burden and id you have suggestings pls help me comment anywhere on this website pls I need support know because I know how all the teens feel we stress a lot we want to commit suicide and we don't know who the tell and we are afraid to lose everyone and everything we care about we teens are afraid to end up all alone and scared and nobody to support us and we are affraid of getting abdopted by the wrong people and we teens should stick together in all times any times