User:Starsister1

The way I go the way I came I thought I had sister but her sister is her best friend I never had family, they always push me away like garbage,I wish the one who gave me birth didn't like she told be she almost abort me when I was her unwanted tummy, I wish antie didn't talk her off keeping me I never had good life was not able to talk can even say r at young age mispronounced  words made fun off. Who I'm nobody always wish I was like my older sister but can't never be even close to her, even bf was able to hit me brake my nose, Bruce my body and its OK because I'm nobady wothles. Miss my 👵 she was like mother to me only grandma was there for me grandma I miss u so mutch I miss the days I watch u spending time together I was so stupid what I said I wish I can turn back time I wish I was better person I love u grandma u were my teacher my supporter even laugh  at my stupidity told me I'm so young and I have allot to learn in life, but I'm always by myself no friends it just me and I pad, just like bf said pass off shit does not direct nothing and u go to cage that's what u deserve that's Wright I wish I never walked on this earth. I will always be unworthy stupid dumb my heart been empty for long time so emthy there berley a beat its like he said I'm empty I don't have heart, but I used to have heart I remember the beat but it's just memory. Since 6 years ago it's been gone, who can believe me about four symbols few weird applied when I took picture of him napping he said something under his breath,the picture us in Twitter  but who cares I try to find what it is.i used to enjoy lissining to music enjoy walking know I just cry sit tired so tired. He change me I'm not the same person I was all I wanted is to live enjoy being alive having kids but it's impossible  dream he told me I don't deserve kids  don't deserve to be mam of my babies I was lucky  to have him he was to good for me I was lucky he was there for me, I should be graful  when he hits me I deserve it.only way to find me is becoming animal  that's how his friends show up otherwise  there no way to find me u will not see me always miss me it's like in mind craf game Dominic loves to play