Thread:Derekblue1/@comment-32125535-20200830220059

Hey, Derek. About what happened with that one thread on MarioWiki, I just wanted to make sure if there are no hard feelings. I didn't mean for the argument to turn the wrong way, I just wanted to ask you if you didn't want other users to use your ideas. Also, I wasn't making you look like a fool, I just didn't want you to make the same mistakes I did. I know you still probably don't trust me, but just please hear me out.

Looking more carefully into that thread, it was a hard decision, but I've officially resigned from admin rights on MarioWiki. What I mean by that is I no longer want the role. I've realised that while admin rights are cool, it can drive some people power-mad, and I don't want this to happen again at MarioWiki. I feel like content moderator is the more suitable role for me. Until I feel like I'm ready to try again, I officially decided to not take the admin role. I've probably ruined my chances of becoming a admin in the future anyways. What Zeo said after demoting me was right. I fear myself that if I get admin rights, I'll make mistakes again. And the worst part is that non-admins can do nothing much to stand up to admins if they are acting power-mad, as they fear a block. However, with content moderator, I can see that won't happen. I would also like to apply for discussions moderator rights at MarioWiki too, so I can retain rights from my previous position, except blocking and unblocking users, editing MediaWiki pages, etc.

By the way, I haven't talked to Zeo in a while, but I guess I can't blame him. Anyways, apologies for the super long message, and I hope there isn't any hard feelings between us.

Feel free to share anything else here if you feel like it.

Thanks for reading. 