User blog:Kintobor/What is wrong with me?

I don't know why but I still hold a grudge against Kiwismurf for permanently banning me on GTA Wiki. It is because I made over 6000 edits there and I noticed that some pages still require improvements. Okay, I messed up by tampering with categories and making stupid posts on talk pages. It was wrong but I understood. However, I was banned for "removing content from pages" but I wasn't. Okay, maybe I was, but not intentionally. I added template Spoiler because I thought that it was necessary. I removed something from 100% Completion in GTA Vice City Stories because I thought that something was misplaced. I don't want anyone to feel sorry for me. I am not asking anyone for help because I know that I will never get it. Maybe I act somewhat immature. Maybe I act somewhat weird. Maybe I act as if I don't learn on my mistakes. But I just took this permanent block extremely bad, considering the fact that I am big fan of GTA series.