User blog comment:Stayuptillmidnight/crying, shaking, and screaming teehee/@comment-36503958-20200904031733

debunking hours because this a whole bunch of lies me and leah debunked on voice call 

"austin told us both that he had just abt EVERY. SINGLE. F*CKING. mental disorder that has ever been documented. thought it made him 'quirky.' obviously Leah and i bought into it."

1) i was in a very tough place at the time and my toxic, manipulative friend was pushing me into those mindsets that I had those mental disorders when in reality it was my brain just believing his lies. although I will admit i was in a dark place and was persuaded by anything and everything he told me, i don't believe in some of the past things that i said that i "had", since self diagnosis isn't a thing. i will definitely admit that those were just things i persuaded myself to have since i showed some symptoms. it didn't make me "quirky", it wasn't "cute", i was just easily persuaded.

"he also lied abt cutting (ever since i met him that was like his only personality trait), would threaten suicide if we did sumn he didnt like, and one time even told us he was abt to commit. thought he was dead for a fat*ss hour"

2) i have scars on my arm, my ankle, my waist, etc. and people that ive(with permission) shown the cuts and the blood on my body. my MOM saw my cuts at a festival. i didnt lie about those; and i wouldnt threaten suicide to anything i didnt like. im not petty. i did attempt suicide for that hour then UH OH i had to go to lacrosse so i couldnt get back to you instantly.

"they came w a lot of baggage that would often hurt me. didnt last. a week after, i tried again by TELLING AUSTIN I WAS A FAKE FRIEND"

3) if we came with so much baggage, why didn't you express your uncomfort towards us. its not our fault for making you upset if you didn't word your opinions. when you told me you were a fake friend i was genuinely upset by that and it hurt my mental state worse than it was at the time. that is what leads up to my next point.

"bUT he went to his actual fake friend (10938193774746 times he told me this person was toxic and fake) abt it. when i admitted to having lied abt that and was missing him then he put me up to 'trial' w him and that toxic friend of his. funnily enough almost everyone involved is/was toxic, including me. his friend decided i was toxic which i agree w (the me at the time was def toxic) but austin and i kind of just took a break and started over"

4) i did give that friend a second chance after i said all those mean things. you posted that video that you took down after i told you because it was insensitive and we were friends at the time. i didn't tell you that he was toxic after that(if memory serves me correct). you told me you wanted to be my friend again and that it was "milo", a false identity told me those things. i gave you that second chance because i had empathy for you. so, yes, we started over, but we didn't exactly "take a break".

"later on i attempted suicide and told them goodbye. it didn't work but i decided to just let it blow over for a day and then come back which was literally so manipulative. after all that sh*t though, when i came back, i mean i would too but austin dropped me."

5) later on you sent me a lengthy message saying that you committed suicide, and we have proof of that(hangouts doesnt forget that sweetie). you then came to say a day later that you were going to keep it up for the weekend and the only reason you came back was because leah was playing minecraft. i dropped you from your toxicity of the situation. 

'''“austin kept telling leah to keep sending screenies of him insulting me. then leah dropped me. i wish it was left at that but it wasnt. they both HARASSED ME SO GODD*MN HARD.”'''

6) i asked leah for screenshots to see the words you were saying behind my back. (which was a lot- lee) i did it so i could disprove everything you told me. in this sentence, you proceed to lie that we harassed you, when in reality, we tried to have a calm conversation, and you got angered at us, and left. 

'''“ leah even insulted my mom, while austin called me a "f*cking h*e." leah always sided w austin which kind of hurt ngl. obviously me and leah became friends after that because i found out abt austins lies and told leah, and obviously leah is and was still friends with austin, and obviously austin never apologized to me or leah”'''

'''7) [this portion is written by both me and leah (mostly lee because im p*ssed)] (lee) ok so if i ever insulted your mother i dont remember but i apologize because she seems like a very nice person and you go call me a toxic h*e for reaching out to calmly apologize for my mistake. I never went off and when austin called you a toxic h*e OOPS YOU FORGOT TO INCLUDE THE PART ABOUT THE ANGRY AND HURTFUL LETTER YOU SENT (back to clay[or austin) im sorry that i was friends with leah and still are. i attempted in every way to tell the truth about you and what you did to us, and she agreed with me sharing her side of what you did to her. i even asked leah/lee what i needed to apologize her and she went silent, so, u know thats a yikes. (lee) Im very mad at you right now for not even giving context about 99% of what happened. I was the one handling the situation calmly and trying to apologize. 90% of this letter is us giving the original situation instead of your modified version that makes you look like an angel and us look like satan but worse. Neither me or austin were perfect in this situation and we keep saying that but you dont seem to take that in and keep saying “stop saying youre the victim.” i also have a lovely screenshot of your fake personality that you used to get away with being toxic saying shit about him. You used milo to get away with this. This is a bit of a ramble but im crying out of anger right now. Before you hit me with “what i lied about wasnt even important” the importance dosent matter. If a friend lies to you they are not a good friend. About the misgendering, youve never mentioned that to me before and i'm actually deeply sorry for that but if you don't tell me don't insult me for it. 99% of the time i was stuck between you guys’s sides and that became a pretty heavy burden for me. Anyways, i didnt deny all relations to you i just said i wasnt friends because i didnt want to be. Stop trying to lie and make yourself look innocent please <3 im so f*ckin angry right now. bye!'''

“when i got into contact w my large friend group, turns out she and jules F*CKING HARASSED AND ATTACKED ALL OF MY FRIENDS.”

8) i was involved in this only slightly heavily. i joined to see leah and julia telling your friends about what you did because they provoked them. not our fault lol

“smh b*tches be bonkers bcoz she do be getting all riled up abt me when shes still friends w probably the most toxic human being on earth besides kim kardashian and maybe donald trump.”

9) thank you for comparing me to the most toxic person ever; as if that boosted my self esteem anymore then it already is. its also leah’s choice if she wants to be friends with you or not; and obviously its no.

“chile anyways if you think this is fake B*TCH NAHHH YOU CANT MAKE THIS SH*T UP LMFAOO”

10) chile anyways if you see the blogpost im sorry for you 

CONCLUSION

'''dont lie it just makes you seem like a bad person. also if you report this for “harassment” im sorry you cant take the truth lol'''

love, 

clay and lee/leah <3