User blog:Kintobor/Kiwismurf upset me by blocking me permanently on GTA Wiki

I admit that I deserved all my previous blocks
But I never asked to revert them. I always asked to shorten them but I think that they were rightful. But this time Kiwismurf blocked me for "removing contents from pages", even though I tried to make amends for my past mistakes and rebuild my reputation. This time I want my block to be reverted because I shouldn't be blocked at all. I did nothing wrong. I understood my past actions (restoring deleted categories) so I didn't touch them this time. I hoped to regain my good reputation (it touched me when Monk told me that I used to be very dedicated editor). I created few block posts in order to express my opinions about some things, but other users thought that those were "shitposts". Those were not shitposts, these blog posts were meaningful. I was expressing my opinions about something hoping that someone would talk to me. When I tried to explain this, Kiwismurf warned me that further messages will be considered as a harassing and reported. But no, it is not harassment. The block Kiwismurf put on me was wrongful, irrational and nonsensical. I will never, ever accept this decision because it was totally out of place. My previous blocks were rightful and I agree that I deserved them. But this time I shouldn't have been blocked at all. Also, someone wasn't happy that I was replying to old blog posts, even though nobody ever told me that writing on old blog posts is wrong. I think that I didn't deserve the block this time because it was complete absurd. I really tried to make amends for my past mistakes and fix my reputation but nobody seems to believe me. I am very disappointed that nobody stood up for me. I want to edit on GTA Wiki because I am GTA fan. And reason for blocking me was completely irrational. I wasn't removing content from pages. If I was creating weird blog posts or writing on old posts, nobody should ever make a big deal out of it. I want this block to be reverted because this time I didn't deserve it. This block was wrongful and not right. Please, don't delete this blog post because I am so frustrated that I needed to express my anger. This block was not only irrational but also quite humiliating. I won't leave it like this. NO! NO WAY!!!