User:Comment Spae

oh yeah that's right

because it was the final year of the 2010s decade, i tried to change the norms of things that were happening around me, which began with encountering danganronpa at the  very beginning  of the year, almost immediately after new year's, because i predicted that other cultural things would try to do the same and advance themselves forward and switch themselves up significantly too due to it being a significant transitioning point (case in point, five nights at freddy's becoming part of a 3D engine for the first time, and that's only one example)

upon encountering it, due to it being my first actual interaction with something related to anime at all, i realised multiple things about myself and decided to apply them personally by changing the norms of my actual daily life, though due to my urgent thinking, i did it far too early into the year and early upon the encounter itself, not giving myself at least half a year's worth of time to fully process what i had seen of the entire franchise and acting out preemptively beyond how i act preemptively towards other cultural things. though that was mostly due to the scenes considered 'attractive' being waayyy too well done in how they manage to capture that sense of being seductive, contextually and visually. additionally, the franchise seemed to always capture this sense of realism, albeit very much exaggerated, but to an extent that would make it some difficult to believe, what with the trial segments having full voiced lines and there being clean interactions with believable emotions as backup, allowing me to validly determine it as one of the greatest creative productions ever because of how well-refined, albeit still undignified in particular contextual manners but anyway, it truly was

however, even if i did apply my immediate knowledge to personal life, i did not apply the knowledge gained responsibly and acted in ways defiant of the norm up to that point that were far beyond the necessary and were just plain destructive, rather than limiting it to what would actually be necessary to change in all ways, though majorly dismissing the "friends" that i had up to that point from my personal life, of whom i seemingly forget when i officially had introduced into my social circle, due to realising myself to be better alone than with them, with my encounter of danganronpa and my reception of it being the obvious evidence of that being the case. anything that would serve more to primary elements of my life that would have actually affected me continually if i didn't modify them in some way is what i needed to do and what i should've done only. basically, me thinking altering everything regardless of if it was going to continue to have an effect on me in some way or not was necessary, even though altering what did have a direct negative effect on me only was the only real thing to do, while actually living in the ending of a decade would lead me to begin the proceeding decade in a worse state that i ended the decade

basically, yes, upon reaching the final year of the 2010s decade, i should have immediately altered the norm of things like i did by beginning with encountering danganronpa and therefore anime in general for the first time, with danganronpa being the most apt franchise for me to make as my first encounter due to it being its own thing and refusing to conform to other anime-related content in various ways. but only to the things that were having a negative effect on me that i couldn't actually stop and were causing those negatives directly unless i decided to disconnect from them completely and not things that i made myself believe to have a negative effect by force. so that i would progress to the next decade without any real issues or sudden alterations and therefore be within the same life that i had up to the penultimate year of the 2010s decade, doing such cleanly and without something dramatic being with me forever because i try to counter an issue that isn't actually an issue

and to simplify even that further, i gave into and acted entirely on the pressure of the realisation that it was the final year of the 2010s decade combined with the realisation i had about myself upon encountering danganronpa as my first anime-related cultural thing, which both happened simultaneously, instead of letting that pressure of great epiphany fade away so that i could make a focused action instead of a desperate action. and everyone else failing to account for the meaning of it being the final year of the 2010s decade around me, something i noticed even before the year actually began, only increased the capacity of those two combined elements