Thread:Mesektet/@comment-36740624-20190218164839/@comment-36740624-20190221170953

I appreciate your effort to help or understand my situation, but i'm afraid an apology is not gonna happen.

At this point, Queen is fully convinced i'am an criminal who harass and threatens users, which is ironic cause the only threating message i've ever sent to anyone is the one i sent to Scottish in community central and that was an anger answer to this one Scottish sent me.

I'm not portraying myself as totally innocent since i did some mistakes (meat-puppetry, the threating message that is ONLY one, getting users i have friendship with in the drama, etc) at first i tried to calmly talk with Scottish and Queen about the issue and i was completely ignored as a result.

I don't regret calling them jerkass, because they were jerkass with me, Scottish treated me like crap in the whole time, and even though Queen had her doubts about me being an sockpuppet, it only took me trying to tell other users it was all an simple misunderstanding to her accusing me of a lot of other things like troll, abuse of multiple accounts, being an manipulator, etc. It was that behavior what motivated me to try to report them to staff and they even took advantage of that, by claiming i wanted to "punish" admins and even telling other admins i never mentioned that i was behind them or something like that.

I'm not the nicest person in the world, but i can be respectful and nice with people who are like that with me, but people who treat me like shit only get the same from me, they treat me like a criminal who manipulates, harass and bully others for no apparent reason, so i don't see why should i apology.

In short, i appreciate you want to help me and your point of view is more or less right, but they are not going to listen and believe for real i'am an criminal and probably if they see this thread and reply they are going to tell you i want to manipulate you as well, so an apology won't work.