Thread:Fashionable101/@comment-31999953-20190208205323/@comment-31999953-20190208224137

Ok.

Back when I was last active on the wiki, I had plans for college that fell through and I fell on difficult times. Emotionally that is. I was having non-stop anxiety attacks and nervous breakdowns. I knew that I had to take time to sort things out so I talked to Echo Spy (he is still called that, right?) and told him I had to go for a while. But then when the semester started, more problems came up, again with my education and my mental health, which delayed me coming back even further. It got to the point where I didn't touch my FANDOM account since like August or something. It wasn't just CM, all my wikis haven't been worked on in months. It's only until now that my schedule and life has become somewhat stable, so I've been catching up on what I missed.

I understand if you are angry, or if you feel let down because I was gone so long. I am really truly sorry about that and I don't know if I can even make it up to you somehow but I am willing to try.

Bottom line is:

I'm coming back. Or at least I want to and I actually can come back. But I'm afraid. After being gone so long I have next to no clue what I'd be coming back to or even if I'd be welcome. Even if I'm told I'm not wanted on the Criminal Minds site, I at least wanted to reach out somehow so at the very least, someone knew why I was gone so long. That's all I have to say, I think. I know it may be a small comfort, if even that, but I hope this explains my absense from things.