Thread:~Silverstream/@comment-29702405-20160820162523

Hey.

It’s been a while, and I’m mainly just leaving you this because it’s been exactly one year since one of the biggest days of my life. It was the day I told someone who I was, and you still accepted me for it.

I know everything I’ve done since that night last November when I was a complete and total jerk to you and everyone else here has only made everything worse. I may have told you who I was one year ago, but everything since then has shown you that I was a fraudulent, hypocritical, and cruel troll.

This entire thing ended up being a wake-up call to me, and it showed me I needed to change. I needed to stop being the troll everyone knows me to be, and start being the person nobody expected me to be. I’ve done a lot to change myself, and I decided it would be best to leave this alone, and I’m sure you’d prefer that, but this is still on my conscience. I want to show you and everyone else I’ve changed. I want to make sure I don’t make the same mistakes twice, so you guys can’t either. I just want one more chance to prove that I’m not the terrible person I was, and I want to be your friend again. You’ve helped me through a lot, and I never reciprocated that. I can  now. I’m growing up and seeing the error in my ways, and improving.

I understand if you don’t believe me, or even if you do, you just don’t want to talk to me, and I respect that. I’m just hopeful enough that I can make everything up to you and everyone else.

Of course everything you've seen of me isn't exactly the spitting image of someone who deserves another chance, but I think if I can do this, it'd be a pleasant surprise to the entire place.

<p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:14.666666666666666px;font-family:Arial;color:#000000;font-weight:400;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;">I've had a hell of a lot of time, and I don't think I'm the same person anymore, so I'm just asking you for a chance. I know I was messed up before, but I need a chance so I won't  be remembered as just some troll, and so I can be a friend.

<p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;">I'm not here to pressure anythin' on you guys. I want to be as respectful as possible, but please try to give this a chance. <ac_metadata title="this is actually kind of important. please read it?"> </ac_metadata>