Thread:Wounded soldier/@comment-27646958-20150409192512

life will always be nothing but pain and torture for me. it seems as though all those that i cared about either dont care about me or act as if i never exsisted. i am nothing anymore and i wish that i could be something. i want to matter to someone but i just dont see how i can when i dont even matter to myself. there is a person that i love with all my heart but after he found out how i felt he shatteredwhat little bit of heart i had left. i dont see how im supposed to move on from that and i dont see anyone caring about me now. this is my final goodbye to everyone. for i might just be dead. nothing matters anymore so why should i care or better yet why should i matter. goodbye to all my friends and to all those who have claimed to care about  me. 