User blog:Komishiro85/I am very sorry

I just wanted to apologize and share something. Please be careful on how you present yourself to others on here. It might just be a tag. Even if you didn't know, it's best to learn all the tags on community central. I made a mistake by presenting myself as a "helper" not knowing that was a tag. I made a big mistake. I thought my leg was being pulled in chat when I was told it was a real position on here. I figured because I helped that I was a helper. That's not how it works. I can't really call myself much of anything except a standard user who helps people. If I had a name to use to express what I do here on wikia, I would just have to say I am a user with some knowledge and a lot of time on my hands lol. Well, I'll most likely find another way to help wikia using the knowledge that I have. One thing I learned from watching people is, users who think they are important and highly needed by wikia are only half right. They think if they are banned, wikia will suffer. Indeed not. There are many contributors on here. Everyone is an important person, but everyone on here can also be replaced. People join every day and every so often we'll have a new admin. That's just how it works. People come and people go. If you were banned, or are banned and are reading this, then please know that wikia is not sad without you. Some of the users might be, but they'll get over it :P sorry, I probably shouldn't joke about that.

There is still a lot more I have to learn, but it's all trial and error. I also owe callofduty4 an apology. So, I am sorry, again. I have made an error, and am deeply sorry. As some of you know, there are a lot of people that are very busy on here. So, try not to think too much into things. If people don't respond, it's not because they don't like you. If they block your pm's, that is another reason. Sometimes you might get regular users who might not like you but still talk to you, or maybe there are people who wont block someone but still might be irritated by them. Well, when it comes to vstf/admin/staff they're most likely busy, not because they don't like you. They're way too busy to worry about making enemies lol.

So, I just hope you guys can forgive an idiot and accept me back as part of the team lol. Thank you for reading this. If I end up leaving general chat it's probably for the best. But, I will still help wikia in other ways. I'll come back on chat and apologize there as well too. I feel I owe everyone an apology for letting them down. During my ban I felt very sad and hurt. I felt I wanted to help somebody, but I couldn't because of my ban. I honestly didn't know what I was going to do. In a way I felt my whole world crumble. It was a very sad experience that I hope to never experience again. Thank you, everyone.