User:Comment Spae

my failure in life stems from two bouts of personal age-based lucidity, one early (1 to 13) directly affecting and essentially contributing to the one later (15 to 20), in combination with public stereotypes and me deciding to take the actions revolving basically entirely around both, of which is basically every single consequential choice i have ever made, doing both counts because of curiosity based on the fact that i would otherwise have no idea what would happen if i didn't do it, basically meaning that i have made myself into a self-experimentation at the expense of my self-identity due to vaguely motivated design choices regarding my own lifestyle and how i thought of making hypothetical situations best left hypothetical a dramatic reality as a 'test' of ridiculously negative capacity

and i am not "mentally ill" or insane for it, let alone antagonistic with intention, if anything, i have a more accepting attitude than what everyone else has the nerve to boast in multiple ways but apparently i do something that the rest of humanity commonly dislikes for extremely sensitive reasons that don't want to be admitted even in a situation that would have to force them otherwise they would be a genuine hypocrite for not doing so and i am apparently the worst and most unruly, unlikable individual in the universe if not the world

also this platform has repeatedly blocked me and then relieved it over and over and over again and for freaking WHAT!? like oh boy i am so sorry that internet people perceive me as negative and therefore conclude that i am 24/7 just because they have no idea who i am and are too arrogant to use their insight to remark on otherwise because of being spoiled to ridiculous levels by undeserved privileges