User blog comment:ItzAdreen/My Blog/@comment-8-20160413215218

Hi ItzAdreen

You mention some dark thoughts in your past. The most important thing, if you have these again (especially if they get worse) is to talk your parents or someone else you trust offline. You've done peer-mediating. so you know the value of being able to talk to someone face to face.

You can also use a crisis line to talk to someone. It doesn't matter whether you are suicidal or just need to talk to someone who understands. These are great numbers to call in either case. Facebook has a great list of these at https://www.facebook.com/help/103883219702654

Those are the most important things I want to say, but also, remember that things change. Remember that you found a way to do good things before, and how much that helped you too. You can find ways to do good and feel good again.

Central isn't a support site, we are more about sharing wikis than about sharing personal stories, but I do know of a wiki that might suit you... why don't you have a look at Scarf Heroes Wiki, I think you might find people there who will understand what you are going through.

Good luck