User:Zetozar

she/her. soren. entj.

"As long as the Sun, the Moon, and the Earth exist, everything will be all right.”


 * Fandoms I am in:


 * 1) Serial Experiments Lain
 * 2) Neon Genesis Evangelion
 * 3) OMORI
 * 4) Dumb Ways to Die (I do NOT support the creators.)
 * 5) Ghost and pals
 * My favorite fictional characters:


 * 1) Ruckus (Dumb Ways to Die: 2 The Games) + he's my top 1 comfort character and kin.
 * 2) Rei Ayanami (Neon Genesis Evangelion)
 * 3) Lain Iwakura (Serial Experiments Lain)
 * 4) Sunny (OMORI)


 * I try so hard to document my past and current self. I want to know who I was and who I am. I need to write down every thought, every belief, every idea but I can't. I've already forgotten all those people that used to live in my body before I was given birth to. I will also forget myself as I die, as I die and my beliefs will crumble, a new one will rise from my cold dying body, but no matter what he will remain in my memories, my beliefs of him will never change. Even if I document everything I can about me, there will be things I cannot remember. I don't want to die like this, slowly dissolving in my still living body, all while everyone I know and love watches and I can't do anything about it since this is just the cycle of life. But I also need to remember that I was born from other's lonely disappearance. The lines are honestly kind of blurred between the past, present and the future me. Where do we even draw a line between the core of a person and their superficial traits? If you believe I was the same because I have that same body, you'd be making sense, but would it be true? I mean, if I changed completely, the body I'm in shouldn't matter, the flesh and bones and nerves and blood that make me up are not me, they're biological processes I have no control over. So why would they be me?