Thread:Santademon/@comment-39147269-20191016120525/@comment-39147269-20191016142912

Okay, my apologies.

You sure? Because if I recall they threatened suicide and self harm at me, saying they'd "given blood" to me. Does that sound okay to you, because it doesn't to me. It's Numerable Raptors I told to KYS(which I bitterly regret regardless of whether it changes things or not,) and given how you were willing to let off all the other stuff and reacted only then, I'd say this is a bit of a catch 22 here.

Still, I don't deny I went too far, and apologise for it.

Okay, fair point. I agree to that.

''But we both know why I really was given that leeway. To shut me up.''

When did you pour your heart out to me, you acted like I was scum of the earth and I felt like I was on constant watch. I can't put myself in his shoes, because his mind is broken. No one normal thinks that way, and can be that cold and uncaring to others yet fine with people who support them. Have you seen his threads and how he treats people who argue against his theories. Those things aren't just ideas to him, they're his life. He makes his own rules, ones that if you truly considered you'd be apalled by. I tried following his line of thinking, but it just isn't societal. He has asperger's and has admitted to being a sociopath. I don't wanna be in those shoes. He's like Combo from This is England. Extreme views and extreme anger when you piss him off. I ain't having some bully push me around. Instead I'd give them a taste of their own medicine. Black-footed Ferret vs Black-backed Jackal? I don't fancy his chances. Anyways, what does it matter? It's over, and frankly the vendetta was pointless. He didn't learn anything but I did; arguing about petty theories solves nothing. Unfortunately I learnt that one too late, but better late than never.

So this situation was out of your control? Okay then.

... Don't. Just don't do that. As one who said to have contemplated it yourself(or maybe you said you were depressed, can't remember) please don't paint me under that banner. I am far from suicidal, and have plenty of reason to live. Please don't think that because I'm desperate I want death.