User blog:Sieshta Estha Ishtar/About myself

9:16 pm 10/7/2016 Ft. Smith, Arkansas Untied States of America  I don't know how to to start this, or how to tell this, but i know none of you would believe me. So i'm only gonna start it how it all really started... my past. I am told i am crazy when i tell someone about my true self. But i know i'm not. I'm still gonna believe no matter what people tell me. I can feel it inside of me. Wanting to burst out of my chest. All this pain people give me, i just can't take it anymore. But i still fight while i can fight. I can't breath but i'm still moving. My legs are numb, my voice is week, i just can't take all this anymore. I need somebody by me, with me, who would love me back, and do things for me like i would do for them, for them to care about me back, i want someone who can trust me like i trust them. But for me,  am easy to replaced after a day or two. But still i won't give in. I have this one person with me right now. I've been talking to him for a while now. He's from the United Kingdom. I told him i loved him, but i don't think he loved me back. Sometimes i wonder if he does love me back. But being far away from him, i don't know if i can or can't. I don't know why i love him so much. I use it's because i can trust him. I am talking to him right now. I'm just too scared to ask him...  Now then, My name is Sieshta Estha Ishtar. You may know me from Facebook, YouTube, and Twitter. I am 19 years old. I was 16 four years ago. I tell people i am born in 1998 because it isn't easy to tell them the truth. I was really born in the Egyptian Times. I am in someone else's body. The body belongs to a girl name Sara Soccorro Stafford. You may have met her before, or heard the name before. I'm still not trying to break. A lot of things have been done to me, things your can't even imagination. More things have been done to be more than was done to the ones reading this. I've been through a lot more than you have.  Well i guess i had to come to that place to get to this one. Some of you might still be in that place, but if your trying to get out, just follow me. I'll get you out. You know i found my strength in God and Jesus. I found them when i was week and couldn't get back on my feet. <p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">Now if you believe me or want to hear my story. Then i will tell more. This is my first post. I am very happy to hear that someone finally loves me back. Thank you God for showing me that you are truly real and it all wasn't a lie. <p style="margin-top:0px;margin-bottom:0px;">

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