User blog:Colgatecity/I've grown up.

Hello World,

In July of 2011, I joined this wiki's chat for the first time. Being one month shy of my first complete year on Wikia, I was excited -- quite excited. I was however, immature. I was a consistent spammer, and I found myself acting like a minimod. Quickly getting booted by Charitwo from chat, I found myself getting blocked by Randomtime, which was again my fault. Although I felt I was being abused by Community Central then, looking back I realize that '''I was acting like an immature fool. 'I wouldn't obey moderators, and I thought I was awesome'' while doing so. I have come to the consensus that I was acting like an idiot, and that I deserved to get kickbanned for spamming.

I however did get unkickbanned in January, and briefly went back to chat, although I got banned days later for calling someone an 'arrogant censored'. Really? -- Why would I do that? I was an immature brat, who again, deserves to have been kickbanned. However, I do feel a grudge was held upon me in January for acting 'immature' that previous summer. I feel as though users disliked me. I feel as though users thought I was a nuisance.

I personally think I owe an apology to Community Central. I've only been a nuisance here, and (quoted by Sunxia) 'Colgatecity have always had immature outbursts'. I do want one more chance, however I don't deserve one. If I was to come back, I would want a new start. I would want to start off as a more mature, quiet, and tranquil user, as well as being more helpful and less selfish, moderator-like, and arrogant.

I may talk to a moderator here -- as Jazzi who was the latest moderator to kickban me has apparently quit -- to request for one more chance. I've grown up, and I feel ashamed for acting the way I did on chat pre-2012. Please comment below to express your opinion on this. I'm deeply sorry for being annoying, and I hope we can all improve because of my story.

Peace,

Colgatecity.