User:Jayden Chip

Oi, I'm Jayden! As a student in Washington, I am studying hard to one day become an APRN (Advanced Practice Registered Nurse). I love reading manga, writing, playing video games, listening to music, going on walks, watching anime, taking care of my disabled sister, who inspired me to become a nurse, and roughhousing with my brothers.

My gender identity and sexual orientation are all over the place. I like to hoard a list of terms and labels that I think represent me best. As time goes on, I then remove the terms and/or labels that, in my opinion, do not adequately describe who I am now. So, in my hoard, there are: amicusromantic, androgyne, aplatonic, bisexual, demimasculine, azurgirl, fictosexual, genderfaunet, gendervoid, minic, neogirl, omniflux, orchidromantic, perifluid, questian, reciproromantic, xumromantic, candy cane bisexual, dollisque, coiningstories, hazydreamgender, traitblur, witchgender, and magicgender, and I use the neopronouns: vae/vem and xe/xem. I prefer the mix of "xe/vem/veir/veirs/xemself/xir". I just love how they sound; they give me butterflies and get me all blushy and happy. Vae/Vem pronouns just sound soft to me. Like a softer they/them pronoun set. If that makes any sense.

An example of these being used in a sentence would be (and the "//" is how the pronoun is pronounced):


 * Xe went to the store. /zi/
 * I met vem today. /vem/
 * Xe walked veir dog today. /vair/
 * If I need a phone, my friend will let me borrow veirs. /vearz/
 * Xe had to drive xemself to school. /zəmsəlf/
 * Xir, the total will be $1,094.33, not including tax. /zər/

Growing up, around six to nine years old, I was so strongly connected to masculinity that I believed I was a boy or wished that I was born a boy. I told my mom about it, which was a very bad idea because her conservative Christian ass yelled at me and told me that I was born a female, so I am a girl and nothing else. I started to have identity issues after that. I didn't know what I was; I just knew I was not happy and safe with what I was meant to be (a cishet female). From five to thirteen years old, I realized I had a crush (romantic attraction) and a smush (sexual attraction) on my female teachers and friends, but only on my male friends and not on my male teachers. They were someone I was familiar with and knew decently well (amicusromantic/demiromantic). When I was in the fifth grade, I was friends with this girl (who was heterosexual). At school, I felt a little romantically attracted to her, but once I went to her house to have a sleepover and slept in the same bed as her, I wanted nothing more at that moment than for her to turn around and have her way with me. In my last year of middle school, I was friends with this girl, and I remember being so happy and blushing when she came out to me. I dreamed of telling her how I felt about her and being in a romantic relationship with her. When I realized I was bisexual, I was in sixth grade. I was just sitting in class minding my business, doing my classwork, when out of nowhere I went, "Huh… I guess I'm bisexual.". Then I pushed it to the back of my mind and never thought about it again. Until my junior year in high school, that was. I was joking with my brother that our little brother was a trans woman because he acts feminine and has the same body shape as our mom. (It was an inside joke; it was not meant to be harmful), and my brothers were joking that I was a lesbian and a trans man. That is when I once again got super insecure about my sexual orientation and gender identity; that old feeling of wanting to be born a male was popping up again. So, I started searching for gender identity, sexual orientation, and pronoun Wikipedias, trying to find who I was. I was so insecure about my sexual orientation that I took the Kinsey Scale Test to make sure I was not faking being bisexual. I scored a three out of six, which means I am attracted to both sexes with no particular preference for one over the other; thus, I'm, in fact, bisexual. Though I do like all genders, I don't really care what the gender of my partner is; as long as we vibe, I'm down. So I guess in simplistic terms, I'm genderfluid, omnisexual, aplatonic, and orchidromantic.

I've been writing for as long as I can remember. Writing has always been my passion. When I was little, I would create my own stories and characters. It wasn't purely related to any fan base. Though one particular instance I can remember is when I was nine years old, that's when I wrote my first-ever fanfiction. As cringy as it was, my first-ever fanfiction was about Barbie. I would act out a scene with my dolls, and then I would write about it. The fandoms I engaged in matured as I grew older. I soon started writing stories about anime as well as cartoons. My stories evolved from slice-of-life style family life to psychological horror and gore.

What zodiac sign are you?

My zodiac sign is Taurus, and the zodiac sign I'm most compatible with is Cancer. And yes, I'm just like the stereotype.

Do you have neurodiversity?

Yes, I actually have Social Anxiety Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder, Complex Post-traumatic Stress Disorder, Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder, and Obsessive-compulsive Disorder. Neurodiversity isn't just ADHD. While everyone's brain develops similarly, no two brains function alike. Being neurodivergent means having a brain that works differently from the "average" person's. This may be due to differences in social preferences, ways of learning, ways of communicating, and/or ways of perceiving the environment. In chaotic homes, compliant kids survive by trying to stay under the radar. They hide, appease, and learn to tolerate the intolerable. At times, they may disconnect (not be fully present) in order to lessen the pain caused by their neglectful, angry, and chaotic parents. Some kids build whole imaginary worlds in their heads where they can escape the pain of abuse. As adults, victims lack a sense of self-worth and are often anxious, depressed, or just going through the motions. Since I was little, I have loved writing stories and magic. I even believed that if I used enough brain power, I could use telekinesis. I would write stories about big, happy families or stories where I was the hero, and everyone loved me. Writing was a way for me to cope with the mental, physical, and emotional abuse and neglect my mom put me through. I just felt so trapped and controlled by her. I just wanted to escape to a place where I could be free and happy. I did, in fact, run away from home when I was 7 or 8, but my grandparents brought me back home a few hours later, as I had run away to go live with them. I walked past a highway and walked over 2 miles just to escape my mom.

Do you have any weird phobias?

I have a lot of the "normal" phobias, such as acrophobia, algophobia, aphenphosmphobia, arachnophobia, atelophobia, atychiphobia, coulrophobia, entomophobia, equinophobia, gelotophobia, gephyrophobia, glossophobia, ichthyophobia, mysophobia/germophobia, ophthalmophobia, thalassophobia, thanatophobia, toxiphobia, and trypanophobia, but two weird phobias I have are amaxophobia and fournophobia. Amaxophobia is a fear of being in a vehicle. When I was learning to drive, my mom was yelling at me the whole time, causing me extreme anxiety, and ever since that, just being in a car gives me anxiety, and I refuse to learn how to drive. I just walk or ride my bike. Fournophobia is the fear of ovens. One time I was baking cookies with my grandma, and she asked me to take the cookies out of the oven. When I did that, I burned my hand on the side of the oven. After that, I get super panicky around an oven and force other people to take things out of it for me.

What weapon do you favor?

Definitely a dual-bladed scythe!!! I've always thought death was an interesting thing, even as a little kid. So, obviously, the Grim Reaper's weapon of choice would be my favorite too.

What superpower, if any, would you like to have?

I think Imagination Manifestation fits my creative personality best. (I even wrote a story based on this.) The user has the ability to transform any structure, item, weapon, monster, element, or other fictitious or non-fictional thing they may imagine into reality. The power may be used to bring anything from one side to the other by creating "quasi-physical gateways" through great attention, focus, and vision. The power can also be used to break through the barriers between the mental and physical planes. Due to its power, the user can visualize anything that could possibly happen in reality, such as altering current events (such as war, genocides, protests, presidential elections, families, or discoveries of treasure or artifacts) or materializing imaginary friends with complete physical bodies. They can even create fictional elements that defy the laws of physics. The person could lose control of their imagination, for example, which is one restriction. Users who lack creativity are restricted in their ability to use and engage in battle. The user can be the only one who can see imagined items. The ability of the user to manifest specific things, such as certain materials, objects, creatures, etc., may be restricted.

What type of personality do you fit according to the Myers-Briggs Type Indicator?

INTP - the Logician! A Logician is someone with the "Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Prospecting" personality traits. These flexible thinkers enjoy taking an unconventional approach to many aspects of life. They often seek out unlikely paths, mixing their willingness to experiment with personal creativity. Logicians are influential philosophers and scientists due to their unique perspectives and intellect. They are introverts and enjoy socializing, with a Sherlock Holmes-like ability to spot discrepancies. They excel at dissecting complex problems and creating creative solutions. However, they often struggle with emotional support and analysis paralysis, making them feel ineffective and stuck. They are curious about new pursuits and hobbies and are objective, caring about the truth. They can be relied upon to combat bias and misinformation, expecting honesty from others. Logicians may experience feelings of disconnectedness, insensitivity, dissatisfaction, impatience, and perfectionistic tendencies. They may be patient with their knowledge, but they are not always patient with their arguments. They may also be perfectionists, analyzing various options and giving up on projects that don't align with their ideal vision.

What Hogwarts House are you in?

My Hogwarts House is Ravenclaw. The Ravenclaw house was characterized by wit, learning, and wisdom, with blue and bronze colors representing the sky and eagle feathers, respectively.

Which book or book series is your favorite?

I know I'm late to the party, but I'm currently reading the fourteenth volume of My Hero Academia. It's my favorite anime, but the ships do tend to get out of control. My Hero Academia is my favorite because I love magic and superpowers, and yes, I only read the manga. Sorry, not sorry. It's just my cup of tea. Superpowers and magic really get the creativity going.

What video game is your favorite?

I have a lot: Wii Sports, Mario Kart 8, Cuphead, Doki Doki Literature Club!, Five Nights at Freddy's, Hollow Knight, Mad Father, Minecraft, Off, Undertale, Yandere Simulator, Your Boyfriend, and Yume Nikki, to name a few, but I just play whatever's fun/popular at the time. Currently, my favorite video game is The Sims 4. I love the Rags to Riches challenge. I'm obsessed with legacy games for some reason. I also love the occult, with vampires being my favorite. My favorite premade family is the Goth Family, with Cassandra Goth being my favorite Sim. She's the quiet, mysterious type. Nobody ever knows quite what she's thinking. In SimGolf, it's mentioned that she likes rock music, guns, and death. Like, girl, same. I love their dark, gloomy, gothic aesthetic and how they have a lot of lore and backstory.

Where were you originally from?

Right here in the U.S. of A.

What inspired you to start writing?

Writing and painting are just things everyone in my family likes. Everyone from my cousins to my nana (great grandma) has either favored painting or writing. My mom loves to draw realistic pencil sketches of faces. I also started out writing in a diary every day, which got me into the habit of writing at least one thousand words per day.

Which animal is your favorite?

I love foxes and wolves. I even had a childhood phase where I was a wolf furry. I'm so glad my furry phase is over. ~_~

What are a few things that you dislike?

My family annoying the hell out of me, school, having a job, ads, not having a pen with me, bugs, writer's block, ruined books, phone calls (PTSD linked), losing a video game over and over and over again, having a crush on anyone really, driving, being stressed.

What color is your favorite?

Purple is the color my mom assigned to me when I was younger, so it's just been my favorite color ever since then. I also like blue. As you can tell by my hair and Chip hoodie.

Which food do you like best?

PIZZA! And I don't care what you say, pineapple on pizza is the only way to get me to eat pineapples. I REALLY hate.

What is, but for some reason, not on pizza your preferred film, TV, and/or YouTube series?

Camp Camp, Coraline, Gravity Falls, Helluva Boss, Hunter × Hunter, Llamas with Hats, Mob Psycho 100, Rugrats, Sonic X, SpongeBob SquarePants, Star vs. the Forces of Evil, Steven Universe, The Amazing World of Gumball, The Backyardigans, The Looney Tunes Show, The Mandela Catalogue, The Owl House, ƎNA, Little Witch Academia, and The Powerpuff Girls.

Which musician is your favorite?

I don't really have a favorite artist; I kinda just listen to everything, but I do listen to a lot of songs from Twenty One Piolets, Madilyn Mei, JVKE, Melanie Martinez, Olivia Rodrigo, YUNGBLUD, Mother Mother, Rio Romeo, Mad Tsia, AJR, Panic! At The Disco, Cavetown, Scene Queen, Conan Gray, and Tom Cardy.

Are you religious?

Even though I was raised as a Christian, the environment was so toxic that it traumatized me. I've given up on religion, and it still greatly harms me every day. I don't identify with any religion or deity. Although I write a lot about cults, Satanism, and Christianity, I do not personally identify with any religion; rather, my fictional characters do, but often it's anti-Christianity.

I also have an Ao3, Tumblr, and Quotev account. So, follow me there too! I mainly write on Ao3 (check out my bio there; it explains it better), and I ONLY reupload my fanfiction on Tumblr and Quotev. I also have Spotify, but it's a work in progress. I'm trying to organize my music, so my only public album is empty for now.