Thread:Bremitorix/@comment-33192037-20190923003131/@comment-28228983-20190923182604

''I figure I owe everyone an apology and a bit of an explanation for the mess I created. Here it goes; When I started playing NT, I figured that it wouldn’t affect anything to make my character female. I had done the same thing in other games where I would create a character and it wasn’t a problem since none ever had a community. It was extremely immature, but I never had any problems with it since all of the games that I played never involved any community interaction. At the end of the year I found discord. At this point I really should have cut the act but I didn’t because I was being completely stupid. At the beginning of that year, I realized that I enjoyed being a part of a community that had so many diverse personalities and such a fun energy. But I didn’t like what I had done and was too afraid to try and confess. I tried to give an excuse that would make sense for me to suddenly stop playing the game. I tried to fake a family tragedy so I could breakaway from the game and community that I had gotten too attached to. But I couldn’t get myself to back away from the game and just made my already bad situation even worse by building a stack of lies. I ended up hurting a lot of people in the process. I tried to redeem myself by becoming a positive influence to the community later and just ignoring what I had done but it was too much and I knew it. So I tried to do what I already tried to do and that was to create a lie to back away from the game. I tried to fake my own death. This didn’t work either but I broke myself away from the game. I regret doing it in the way I did. After 7 months to reflect and rework myself, I hope to fix at least some of the things I have broken. I have done some horrible things and I am going to have to live with that. But while what I had become was fake, the friendships I formed here were not. So if it is okay with all of you, I would like to come back and be a part of this community again and this time do it right. Thank you.'' - 3Crossz