Thread:Spencerz/@comment-5270921-20191119191229

I read your comment regarding my ban. I just wanted to say that your idea of setting you guys up for future imploding in the coming years is a cogintive distortation of future thinking. Nobody can predict the future regardless of past results. I have spent alot of time in therapy and learned that I can not harbor on what did I or did not do in the past. It's over and there's othing I can do about it. Change occurs with everyone and I would like to be held to the same standard. Even if the decision of not undoing the ban happens, I am ready to live with the consequences regardless. I just figured that if Gipdac was allowed a second chance maybe a clean slate could potentially happen for myself. It's like the movie Minority Report, they were arrestting people on the possibility that they might committ a certain crime in the future but the plot in the movie confirms that decisions made about things that have not happened yet wasn't conclusive and could not be judged on those accords. Anyways I just wanted to confer to you that this line of thinking in my own opinion and perspective is not very objective but I will accept whatever decision is made regardless because life is too short to hold onto things that are surrounded by negativity. I'm am very grateful for the time I have spent on here and if it should end then I will make the best of it and be proud of what I have accomplished with the work that I have dedicated to the site during the years I have been active. Please don't take this post the wrong way, I'm not here to bash anyone. My therapy sessions have helped me find perspective in alot of things that are transpiring in my life right now. Thank you for the time. 