Thread:Blueoptic/@comment-44874696-20200916183545/@comment-44874696-20200920020602

The last one was nothing but some quote, and I wasn't serious. However, I wouldn't be surprised if you didn't believe it.

I tried to be as honest as possible when I wrote the message. For something reason I thought that writing this apologies would give me a fresh start and clear all of my guilt. I was foolish enough to believe that, to think you'd accept my apology. I was wrong. Those messages/posts were from weeks ago. I wanted to show that I had changed. After Zak and MT began making fun of me, I was forced to rethink the entire situation. I thought that maybe you weren't as bad as I thought you were. I was wrong about that, too.

And why did you lie to Vegans? He told me that you were "satisfied" with me, leading me to believe I had done the right thing. Apparently not. He lied to me, and I'm 99% sure you're the one behind that. Vegans was the only person on the wiki I could actually trust, the only one left who was still my friend after the whole incident, and you're planning to ruin that friendship? You dare try to get in-between me and my friends? Not only that, but you try to trick me? I once thought that I could trust you, that you were a good admin and that you actually cared about me. Now I know none of that is true, you're a horrible person. Tess was a much better admin.