Thread:146Chris/@comment-3542887-20150809024624/@comment-3542887-20150809031756

But this time I mean it. Sometimes I can't think straight. Maybe my idiotic ways got me into this mess. I'm asking you, I loved editing there. I enjoyed chatting with you guys. I felt supported when you helped me. You must think I'm stupid. I take that as a compliment. Because I am stupid. It warmed my heart to edit at that amazing wiki. I can prove to you that I can acutally change. Give me another chance. I really need this chance, I feel bad that I got permabaned. Now I feel like I'm not welcomed anywhere. Sometimes I feel hurt when I feel excluded from fun things like that wiki. Maybe its because I don't realize what I'm doing, maybe its that that got me banned. I feel like a lonely jerk cause this is all my fault. Now I feel lonely without you guys. You probably know I feel guilty. Can I have a fair trial? Since I've never ever had one before. I'm doing the time, but I really need you to shorten my ban. It can be any length you wish. You can make it as long as you want. Just don't permaban me. I don't even know what doing anymore. Please. How can I change for real? I need your advice. What must I do? What should be done? Sorry for writing this long message, I'm not trying to annoy you. Forgive me. I just didn't realize what I was doing. I'm feeling so distruaght right now. That was not a complaint or a lie. I feel sad right now. What I've done has hurt myself. In was afraid that I would get permaband. I never wanted that to happen. I did change, but you didn't let me explain. I'm not saying you're a bad person. I'm just saying that this problem has been going around circles cause I don't know what to do anymore. I wasn't going to add anything canon anymore. I put how Jen is married to Alex, which is -5% canon. I even promised you that I would quit the offensive llekemia thing about Danny Slavin. If you check my contributions list, you'll know I'm telling the truth. Anyway, what canon articles was I making tonight? Nothing. I didn't make anything canon. I was going to add fanon to articles like Nadira and Flurious, but I didn't have enough time to fanonize them. So I think this is all a misunderstanding. I'm not lying here. So can you unblock me or shorten my ban to a rational length that isn't permanent? What must be done?