Thread:Iris Blanche/@comment-31664847-20170228073107

I feel as though I'll somehow regret typing this out, but I'm gonna do it anyway.

So, yeah, as you can probably tell from my username, it's me. That asshole. I've been looking back on my old self recently and I've found that there are a lot of things which make me cringe, and one of those things was how I behaved when we used to speak regularly. While I maintain that I suffered no shortage of unwarranted admin abuse--something which even Mike himself confessed to me in a personal message towards the end of 2015--I know that I could have handled things better than I did, and that it must have been very, very frustrating for you to constantly have to try and bail me out. I regret not showing you more appreciation for that than I did, and for other things. Although I was very crude and immature back in 2014, I remember what you did for me fondly. You were a good friend and you helped me get through some difficult times, so I just wanted to thank you, and let you know that I regret cutting you out of my life. In truth, I can't even fully remember why I did it. There was just so much drama and hatred, it was insane. You probably don't even want to hear from me anymore, heck, I don't even know if you'll read this. I just wanted to let you know that however things ended, I don't hate you, and I hope you're alright. 