User:Nexiiee

Salutations !
"I am Nexus""(My user is currently pr0ximity and was previously xxmidnightx)""To be clear, I am an asshole when in-character as Nexus. 70% of the time I am out of character and usually joking around."

ABOUT NEXUS
AGE  3 1/2 years -  birth date:  October 12th

SPECIES  dire x timber x grey wolf

ALLIANCE  she's a rogue, her alliance is with herself

RANK  loner

HEIGHT  40inches

WEIGHT  158 lbs

FUR TYPE  thick, smooth and awingly rare.

EYE COLOR  her eyes are a rare tint of light amythest.

FUR COLOR  the fifth planet threw up on her it would appear albeit she still has that natural overcast as a grey wolf. She's like an auburn, brightly colored caramel milky way with swirls of creamy deliciousness markings. c:

BODY MODIFICATIONS  n/a

LIKES  she likes a lot of things..

DISLIKES  she hates a lot of things..

STRENGTHS  she excels in combat and stealth

WEAKNESSES  swimming, controlling her temper, and sometimes hunting but she ain't too bad

HISTORY -  birthplace:  Greece but was captured at age one and taken to a sanctuary for canines but she escaped and has been free since.

PERSONALITY   Sophisticated ~Sadistic ~Vile ~Infectious ~ Unrepentant ~ Heretic ~ Impeccable ~ Vicious ~ Mysterious ~Venomous ~ Murderous ~ Deceptive ~ Tactful ~ Coward ~Vindictive ~ Experimental ~ Dangerous ~ Purposeful ~ Misleading ~ Intrusive ~Sultry ~ Destructive ~ Calculating ~ Fearful ~ Educated ~ Horrific ~ Driven ~Headstrong ~ Ornery ~ Introverted ~ Strange ~ Tenacious ~ Perverse ~ Savage ~Pretentious ~ Relentless ~ Confident ~ Primal ~ Greedy ~ Philosophical ~ Introspective ~ Personal ~ Devoted ~ Unforgiving ~ Expressive ~ Violent ~Vengeful ~ Lustful

SEXUALITY  heterosexual

RELATIONSHIP STATUS  single

LOVE INTEREST(S)  n/a..

SPOUSE  none

DESCRIBE NEXUS
Terrible, Nexus is a cretin of many masks. She is a criminal and a murderer simply because it suits her more than any other pursuits that she has tried. In most cases, she is driven to violence out of boredom rather than any forgivable conviction. Nexus does not necessarily act out in order to appear menacing, nor does she had an inherent desire to take life. The woman loves attention, she loves to make herself important, even if she does it behind the identity of someone else, or under a name that doesn't exist. She loves playing the victim. It makes her feel desirable. She loves to inflict pain. It makes her feel powerful.

She is irredeemable, a truly ugly being deep within her core with few qualities that give her any recognizable humanity. Over her 3 years of life, she has been the direct cause of nearly fifty deaths, something that she revels in and doesn't regret in the least. She is abhorrent simply because she desires the attention and the thrill it supplies her. A masochist as well as a sadist, she is soaks up pain and its infliction like a sponge. Negative attention sustains her as much as positive attention. There is no greater excitement than being called a freak, or a monster. There is also no better thrill than to frame someone else, or watch as their eyes go wide at your revealing. Nexus did not turn to violence out of any maltreatment in her youth, nor was there any particular incident that made her decide to kill (though she would claim she was raped, or brutalized, or even left for dead, if it suited her). Nexus is not a victim of her circumstance, but is rather a product of her own nature.

She is evil and evil is she.

Nexus is sensual and receptive to others, though she almost entirely lacks any form of empathy. She can act extremely well, and sometimes she does genuinely form sincere connections to others.

However, she is inherently toxic. She does not form healthy relationships, nor does she attempt to be healthy in any real sense. She can put on the face of whatever type of woman she pleases, but it would still just be a facade that eventually crumbles. She marries ideas rather than people and can force those fabricated images onto others. Nexus desires what is perfect for her, what interests her, what excites her, and she will forcibly place others in molds in order to satisfy herself. She is not a definitively sexual being, but she is quite apt at using it for her advantage.

She is incredibly capable. If she focuses on a single point, she will drive herself there. This is largely in part due to her desire to overpower. Nexus is skilled, and tenacious when it benefits her to be. Her education aids her in this, as she has an intellectual mindset given her families upbringing in a more, shall I say, diverse environment.

She savors pain, though not always on purpose. Nexus does not deal in self-harm, even if many of her scars would suggest otherwise. She is actually very clumsy, and can mishandle herself more often than should be expected of a woman with her skill and experience. However, she cleans up well.

She is nearly unmatched in her ability to disappear. If she does not want something found, it will seem as though it never existed.

She also suffers from real insecurities that manifest in the way that she kills. All of her murders are personal and committed up close with the victim. They can be almost intimate in their brutality, showing her fear of closeness. She targets women almost exclusively, displaying her intense self-hate and jealousy towards other people of her sex.

She wants someone to understand her, intimately. She desires an equal. Nexus wants a 'normalcy' that is of her construction and subscribes to her ideal. She is not so disillusioned with the idea of family, of the wants that are expected of 'normal' people. Still, she likes to put on a show, and she is a macabre actress.

Women are cruel and she is no exception. Nexus is

as sharp as the edge of a knife and twice as unforgiving. Shaped in a demanding, tumultuous environment, Nexus does not yield easily. Anything but passive in a personal sense, she is a woman of violent means and ends. She can be offensively loud simply because she chooses to be. In equal measure, she can be oppressively angry when challenged. Rigid in her beliefs and opinions, she can almost never be argued away from her point. Hardly a moralist, Nexus is a politician of an older age and has grown into modern society with far too intimate of an understanding that life is harsh,and that civilization is brutal.

She fashions herself in this way so she might continue to survive.

She is a woman of half-buried grudges. She is brittle with a short fused temper.

She is lucid. Nexus understands herself intimately, having spent so much time pondering her own motivations. She is in fine control of her emotions, allowing her to change in the drop of a hat. She can go from cold composure to hostile, violent anger in a matter of seconds. She may seem out of control, especially in emotional transitions such as this, but she knows exactly what she is doing. She is not very good at being enigmatic and often is too expressive for her own good. Her eyes give her away.

She is not proud of all that she does, but she suffers the weaknesses of man just like any wolf of her kind.

Very much an anti-hero, Nexus does not like to think of herself as benevolent, but can hardly muster enough ire to become a villain. She lacks idealism, nobility, fortitude. Even courage can come in short supply. In spite of this, she does more harm than she does good. Her moral code is clearly instinctual and is almost entirely fluid. Where her politics are clear and precise, Nexus does not know exactly what to do with morality.