Thread:SilverFlight/@comment-26876757-20151018202732

I really don't like begging or pleading or anything, but I'm not doing very well right now. I've already explained to Alex what happened and why I have absolutely no plans to go back and do anything of the sort. Bluetopia's not allowing Jeremy unban me or anything, threatening that if he does, Blue will lose all his respect for him, and this is based on what Jeremy told me.

Blue's not willing to talk to me about it, to make up, and he's not really trusting me right now. What happened the other day is over, and I was banned for a day because of it, and I waited that one out. I have absolutely no intentions to hurt anyone or do anything like what I did again, and it really feels like a betrayal that he still doesn't trust me.

Thanks,

-Jen. 