Thread:Costadinos/@comment-5857520-20130222182242

Costadinos (Ed),

I have sent a message via Le Gizmo to our group as a whole but, I felt I needed to apologize to you directly for the unpleasantness that has come between us both.

I became frustrated when I was demanding Grummia be punished for his minor “: Kick” of me after earlier that day seeing HolyLand removed for actions similar in nature. When “I” felt I was being ignored by you & the others, I became troubled and offensively attacked you, personally, for it to gain attention to my cause but, I was sincerely wrong in doing this. I feel you are a good and fair man so; you did not deserve that from me or anyone else. I apologize for that here and now.

It is my intention here to gain your respect again as I feel I have lost that with you. I consider “Honor” a large part of my life and seek to improve and continuously live by a code of Honor that all men should.

Doing this to you lost me that honor and I desperately need to gain it back. Honor is a gift a man gives to himself, it cannot be bestowed or taken away by another but, a man can lose it in himself as I did but, he may gain some essence of it back in forgiveness, for himself, those he has offended (You, my friend), by undoing the wrong he has committed. This is my intent with you. I ask your forgiveness here and now for those misgivings, for the public demeaning nature I took toward you, I have no excuse.

It is my hope that you and the others will allow me back onto Microwiki one day, maybe today, maybe never but, I must live with what has been done and these things weigh heavy on this old man’s heart because it has been good for nobody.

I hope you see it in your heart to forgive an old man’s foolish pride and nature that is seated within him, as a person, who has made a great mistake.

Sincerest regrets,

Mark Thomas “Lothian” Lane  