Thread:Jester of chaos/@comment-80.79.155.250-20201013055855/@comment-25906608-20201019010904

Jester of chaos wrote: You said the same thing dozens of times and you were given far more chances then most and frankly I don’t care if I hurt your feelings as I’m not here to coddle you, you knew the rules and were more than willing to break them. Everyone has a breaking point and no there are limits on how many chances one is given which if it weren’t then rules and laws would be meaningless on us enforcing them. You never have changed and honestly it’s doubtful you will.

You go around trying to boss others around despite not being in any position, try to push your own view non-stop and are using an excuse with claiming autism whether real or not on having it. People with issues don’t nor should go around trying to use it as a “get out of jail free card” like you regularly do. You are using it as an attempt to achieve special treatment and to garner sympathy/pity which isn’t going to work with me. You claim you can’t help it yet again I know people who struggle with everyday yet still manage and take steps to work on it which you haven’t shown on wikis. I’m done with you. I hate to break it to you, but, I'm not done with you. Look, I try reasoning with you with all my civilness, and you still blow me off and you accuse me of harrassing and bossing others and using my autism as "get out of jail free card". Well, that assumption of yours couldn't be any more false. So you really shouldn’t jump to the wrong conclusions or make false assumptions there about people even though you barely know them. I'm not using autism as an excuse, nor am I harrassing or manipulating.

Look, to tell you the truth, my autism is a huge reason why it's so difficult for me to change my behavior on wikis, no matter how hard I try. It's a very serious condition that I constantly struggle with, such as  controlling my tone of voice, following specific rules I don't find fair, or when things don't go right! And the idea of being ban, is something I just don't find myself getting used to. And I kinda see being infinitely blocked for just a simple edit war is a bit far too excessive.

And I keep trying to tell you i understand my mistakes and would do anythng to make up for them to you with sincereness, and yet you refuse to have any of it in the rudest, most uncaring way possible. Try imagining if you were in my shoes and you were unfairly blocked just because of some minor edit war.

Also, the reason I'm so desperate and insistent for my villains wiki page ban to be lifted is because I'm determined to right my wrongs and prove that i can atone for whatever mistakes I made on mistakes on those two wikis. Despite your doubts, I believe in my vow to atone myself by all means necessary. Because despite these many flaws, I never, 'EVER give up on trying to improve. That's decent enough evidence that I’m still worthy of one more chance—given I never give up on making up for my mistakes.

So, kindly please be reasonable and please give me one litlte chance and reduce my ban to about November 13. I'd be eternally grateful.