Thread:IM STILL ALIVE/@comment-35831976-20180613183457

Hey there. I'm currently in my hotel in Dublin so I don't know how reliable this internet is. I'm using a VPN just in case. I regret that I had to enter the discord chat like that to apologize, but the truth is I genuinely felt bad for what I did. I've been sorry for what I did since I started really getting help. I want to fight the Many. I want to help your cause. As I get closer to July, my birth month, I think about how things were back when I joined. I've changed so much since then. And I've changed so much since you last heard from me. But I don't want you to believe me or trust me blindly. I ask that you unblock my discord account for a single day so I can show you that I'm not toxic anymore. And if not for a day, for a few minutes. Just give me a chance to show you that I'm not a bad person. Toxicity isn't in my nature. I just... I was going through heartbreak and I shouldn't have returned so soon. There's a reason I mostly spoke to you then... and I'm not proud to admit it. I'm ashamed of myself. Just please, give me a day to prove that I'm not a bad person. You don't even have to unblock my wikia account or anything, just hear me out for a day and judge me. And if I even think about doing what I did before I want you to ban me then and never pay attention to me ever again. Please, I'm begging you, I don't wanna live out the rest of my days knowing I failed at my purpose. Please, consider this. Just a day, or even just a few minutes. Let me show you that I'm a good person. 