Thread:CloudyWithAChanceOfRainbows/@comment-44619105-20200101034457

I wasn't being nice to you, because I was trying to trick myself into not liking you. I am a friend of Alex, so that kind of means we can't be friends. I also like Ethan and he hates you too. I don't hate you though, and I don't know what I should feel about you; many people don't like you, but I still kind of do, so that poses a problem I don't know how to deal with. Maybe I should know what to do, I don't have to agree with everything Alex says, but I want to. Perhaps I am neutral to you, is that okay?

I dislike Numberlemon now, not because I hate the community or the content, but because:
 * 1) Alex and Jay want it to die.
 * 2) It became my internet life to go on the wiki, it took up most of my hours, so I don't want to have anything to do with it, in fear that I may never stop wanting to help out and be a part of it. I have other things to do. I don't really want FANDOM or Numberlemon to be my whole life. So I won't go to the wiki anymore or try to do anything for it.
 * 3) I don't like being part of the side that everyone hates.
 * 4) I can get anxious easily, so my plan is to Rick Sanchez my way out of situations (running away).
 * 5) TSRITU is part of NL.
 * 6) I need to make myself stop when I get obsessed with something.
 * 7) You took away the Christmas theme on the wiki, I can't forgive you for that (this is a joke).

I don't know what to do. I wanted to send you this message to tell you these things, because I like to be honest (and maybe another reason, but I can't think of it). So as of now I am neutral to you, and I am unsure if that will change to me thinking negative or positive things about you. I hope I will stay neutral to you, I don't like hating people unless I have an extremely good reason to (sometimes that reason is "you were mean to my friend", and you were mean to Alex so... I am still neutral to you, because you have problems of your own and the things you say make me sad sometimes). I don't think I like TSRITW, but that is irrelevant.

Well, bye. 