Thread:X-Mutant/@comment-36009152-20181122161511/@comment-26499804-20181123032108

I am reading more about your message and I am finding a few more negative views that I have missed. You said others reognise the comments for what they really are that is not true I see it as people are jumping the gun and not taking there time to grasp what I am saying. Listen despite the fact that you have given a cearl point view I just want to point out that you are showing me aside of you that makes me think you are the kind of person to jump on the bandwagon.

No offense but there are far to many people who just jump on that wagon. Although I get you are trying to help some of the things that have said aren't painting a very good image of I know you trying but some of the things you have said make question about some of your words and actions. Again this isn't an attack on you but I am starting to wonder about you because of some of the things that you have said. Hopefully you can understand where it you have made your own mistakes just like how me and the Bureaurat made mistakes.

You are right about how I shouldn't let myself turn into them. But I have to confuse to something though I am a decent person I don't fake that but for years I have faked and lied about things not bothering me. And many people thought because I kept to myself and ignored things they thought got to me they also thought because I never spoke they believed I didn't have anything to say.

Also the same people who said having kid's is boring have said we evolved and don't need to give birth anymore. And while I have always planed to stay single my hole life we still need kids in this world. It isn't an evolution it's just a decision that they choose but they deny that they are choosing their actions and claim that things like that aren't needed. Not trying to johnny raincloud but it seems like they are just taking things for granted hope you understand that. Because you have kept a very level head despite the fact of some of the things said in your message you seem like respectable person or at least tries to be.

I wasn't being rude but aside from that I do see your positive words in your message like where you said be the better person. Mind you this isn't too justify and anything or shot down anything but I have taken the high road for years rather than get involved with a conflict but while I have shown my real postive side I also haven't shown that things bother me I just bottled them up and acted like I only had no problems. Now I feel like stepping off that road and let everything that is bottled up out. No one knows how much a quite shy person hides or locks away.

As for you mentioning sketchy views towards people I believe that I am just seeing the truth they are just jumping on the bandwagon and then when something changes or comes along they will just hope on another bandwagon. My dad pointed that out that people are just jumping on the bandwagon. I am asking and wanting people to look before they leap they are betting that their actions are right like they are making the call and like they know that they are doing.

Because their have been people say it is evolution and that we don't need men and women any more and that we don't need to give birth anymore. I'm not saying that they are doing it with the intention of doing I am saying they are veiwing it as if is biggest and best thing to happen. It just really seems like they are taking life for granted. Listen I hope that I am still on your goodside because I just giving you the point of view that I see. And who knows maybe that just me seeing to much negativity or me expecting to much of something that people will say is mean, hateful or wrong.

Anyway I really hope that this doesn't cause any negative views or feeling between us. Please don't end up taking this the wrong way. Because I have seen far to many people behave very poorly to another person and I don't want that to happen here I want you to know I mean and it just seems like people don't understand that. People didn't understand that when I was always happy I still had things hurting me on the inside and when I never said a word as a kid I did have a lot to say I just never said them. While it seemed like I was tuning the world out I was listening. I just want you to understand that I am good but people seem to judge the book by it's cover like when I smiled or when I kept to myself and now it happens when I give my thoughts about something. And I will not deny that we are all capable of making mistakes and we all can judge a book by it's cover. Whatever I don't notice about myself I am sure that you will spot it but I just want you to now that this just my way of saying that I expect to see people prove that they value life and they aren't behaving like na na na na na or like screw all of it. Because there is far to many negative news in the world.