Thread:Antvasima/@comment-8014052-20160910143136/@comment-26477305-20161214203323

So I was linked here from an anon, but this seems very old and I actually need to explain, since I am sick to death of this shit and how no one knows the actual story but from you.

I would just like to say that I literally did not do anything, no raiding at all. My friends did it and I got lumped with them, this was after I turned off the computer so I had literally no idea what they were going to do. That is literally it. I actually didn't do anything and saying I did just proves you never looked into this, lol.

So when I came back on about a dozen hours later I was very confused and out of worry I made up a very weak lie to Ant because that's what my friend told me to do, but it was a bad idea and it was extremely transparent. Btw, I do not remember saying anything about some team of elite hackers, I remember saying someone just hacked us. I never put anything about endangering the staff nor did I even want to.

I acted disrespectfully to the wiki because you and the easier led staff acted very disrespectful to me and you blatantly were trying to intimidate me, never giving full answers as well, meanwhile I was calm and actually kind the entire time, even when you were clearly hating me. I also acted disrespectfully on the wiki because of me genuinely feeling it was very wrong while in a increasingly bad mood - because of you. You have literally caused dozens of people to hate me for this, many of my friends on VS Battles don't ever interact with me anymore and it was the only place I could talk with some people. How you don't know this is why I was mad towards you, I do not know.

I acted respectfully to everyone because I felt that was reasonable and for you, the right way to confront and talk with you. I liked almost everyone else. That is not a facade, it is manners. When I was doing this, you said I was pestering you or something.

I tried to reintrigrate myself in the staff (you could've just said no btw) because I was genuinely getting back into liking the place and helping people out - there was absolutely no malicious intent and I have no idea how you got to this ridiculous conclusion, I was literally only trying to help you and your wiki but you were just too paranoid. You had no real reason to ban me at all really since I had already done the sentence for earlier, and absolutely not permanent by any means. I could even understand a few months more for shittalking you a bit in Feburary but you had somehow come to ban me for 9999 years or whatever it was

Did you expect me to act nicely to you for doing that and slandering me in the reason section for the permaban? Non-emotionless people normally get mad when something like this happens, and considering other admins were blanking me/hating me as well, I insulted you vulgarly because I wanted to and I thought you deserved it. That's just what people do to a person who causes people who I had previously liked to absolutely despise me, act so unreasonable to me when I was trying to be kind and then ban me for even trying to do anything to get my old role back and maybe improve my reputation without it ending ugly. Once again, I have no idea how you don't know this. You constantly talk about people being completely unreasonable but maybe you should look at yourself.

I wanted to come back after all this time, I wanted to still keep nice relations with you and help the wiki with my friends but apparently, unlike you said, you somewhat hate me. I even still want to come back and I honestly still want to be nice to you but you have caused me far too much nuisance, anger, bother and embarrassment/shock over these months that I have to respond to this. I even know what I did wrong by lying and apparently unintentionally causing the wiki a huge panic though I never even saw much, I know what I did wrong by acting like that on your wiki, I know what I did all wrong and I'm actually not afraid to admit that, despite you thinking I'm lying.

I don't know how you will react to this but I hope you are reasonable and recognise your problems. I never wanted this at all, just to clarify.