Thread:Veenster7/@comment-28517097-20171205022709

Veen, I am sorry for what I did, calling Dragon a villain is wrong. It's just that I was convinced that he was doing something bad. Dragon was convincing a lot of users to hate Lincoln, it could ruin the character's reputation and his important role, "main protagonist". I know that I broke the rules, but that's because I didn't know ALL the rules. I did try to find them but I just couldn't. Even if someone told me where they are and memorize them, I still couldn't because of my disability. I had a learning disability that prevents me from learning, focusing, paying attention; it's like  <span style="border-bottom-color:rgb(17,17,17);border-bottom-style:none;border-bottom-width:0px;border-image-outset:0;border-image-repeat:stretch;border-image-slice:100%;border-image-source:none;border-image-width:1;border-left-color:rgb(17,17,17);border-left-style:none;border-left-width:0px;border-right-color:rgb(17,17,17);border-right-style:none;border-top-color:rgb(17,17,17);border-top-style:none;color:rgb(17,17,17);display:inline;float:none;font-family:Arial,Helvetica,Sans-Serif;font-size:13px;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;margin-right:0px;margin-top:0px;orphans:2;padding-bottom:0px;padding-left:0px;padding-right:0px;padding-top:0px;text-align:left;text-decoration:none;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;vertical-align:baseline;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;">a condition giving rise to difficulties in acquiring knowledge and skills to the level expected of those of the same age, especially when not associated with a physical handicap. I had it since birth because I was born prematurely, a lot of people who are born prematurely have learning disabilities. The reason why I have to be born very early (7 months) is because my mom was sick and she and I will die together if I'm not born. Afterwards, I have to be in a chamber for 3 months so that my body can be completed. My brain and mental state is almost 100% which means I'm not perfect. Because of my disability, I had experience a lot of hate, failing in schools, unable to learn and rejected by those who could be my friends. I don't learn but that doesn't I won't be, I am in college. I may be 19 but I still have much to learn. I don't know everything that prevents me from suffering the consequences, not even knowing the rules if not reminded. Whenever someone ask me or convince me to help or do something, I have to do because it proves that people do care about me and don't hate me unlike what happened to me as a child. That's why I do what Vulture, Maverick and Bysk told me to do. I do have issues but can be solved very easily if people can tell me in a gentle way or at least reasoned with me. That's why I got mad at Maverick about the adoption theory, I don't learn to control my anger and ignore things. But now I do because someone from Discord told me in a gentle way. About you, whenever you banned me, it makes me think that you're careless and don't want nothing to do with people and their problems/issues. I understand that but that doesn't mean that it's the right thing to do. I know that following the rules/orders is important but you have to think for yourself before you do it. You may have authority powers but sometimes, those powers are too much. My point is that you can't just get rid of things easily just by doing what you think it's right. You just need to stick up for them and listen for what that person has to say. Like me, at least talk to me about what I do so that you'll know what it is to see if it's a big deal or not. If you don't, then people will think that you're not a good friend to have, they'll think that you're just a busy person who cares about himself. Also, didn't you see what Dragon was doing? He was trying to force the users to hate Lincoln, that's not cool. He cannot change people's opinions because he wants to. It's wrong. If you can please give me another chance, I promise that I will never break the rules again and if someone tries to convince to do something even if it's from a friend, I'll just ignore it. I'm not a bad person, you just need to give me a personal progess so that you'll know that I'm not a bad person. The real bad person is someone who started the whole mess like this, it's Vulture. You can hate me all you want because I deserve it. I dealt with a lot of hate before so I can handle it. Please forgive me.  