User blog:Vamp knight addict/I just want people to hear my story for once!

Haii my name is Vamp knight addict, or you can just call me either Kodie or Raven. The reason why I have two names is because I was adopted and this is where my story begins..

I lived with my real parents until I was 5 years old then I remember them talking about sending me away and that they didnt want a blonde haired daughter, so they put me up for adoption. I was in a adoption home and care centre until I was 7 and I was adopted by a wonderfully amazing family which I live with and still love to death today. They adopted me when I just turned 8 and they took me in and cared for me and they legally changed my name to Raven . But then 2 years ago I found out that my real parents were murdered....... I didn't know anything after that....

didn't know what to think

didn't know what to do

didn't know what emotion to show

and didn't know what I was really doing like was I walking, sitting?

I was going through a downward spiral of sadness and anger. I had so much pain inside of me so I decided that the only way that will release my pain was Self-harm. God now when I look back at it I feel like a complete idiot for what I did. I have been cutting myself for 2 whole years I have minors scars on my wrist but big scars on my thigh. I regret doing that because I still had pain inside of me. But then a friend showed me COUNSELLING. I feel a whole lot better after my first counselling session. I have told this story to many people but they only listen to me when I tell them my fav stuff like bands colours and even favourite scent?

Well I love these bands to DEATH!!! My favourite scent is Frangipani
 * Bullet for my valentine
 * Falling in reverse
 * Escape the fate
 * Black veil brides
 * BLOOD ON THE DANCE FLOOR (I LOVE THEM HEAPS)
 * Slipknot
 * Asking Alexandria
 * Pierce the veil
 * House vs hurricane

My favourite colours are Purple and Black

I love emo pop scene~! <3

And I just die for cute things~!

My favourite song at the moment is I <3 hello kitty by Blood on the dance floor

If you want to hear more about my story please visit this site http://bfmv.wikia.com/wiki/Special:WikiActivity it would be much appreciated if youd help us guys get more users~!

thnx guys xxx

Vamp knight addict