Thread:Monkeypolice188/@comment-32165153-20190110220850

To an extent I'd like to apologise, mianly to you not Kiwismurf. Did I make a mistake? Yes I did despite my current opinion that the permanent ban was uncalled for along with his reason which he has not left on the GTA wiki. I have suffered with autism all my life so I have learning difficulties along with my social abilities. I make clear notes about my disability so people that talk understand about my disability. When I feel like I am under pressure I rush. Which means spelling mistakes, despite me trying my hardest on Fandom and Wikiapedia. I removed that violation as I deemed it not acceptable for the reason it was put on there. I ensure everything I do is up to standerds along being high quality. the image I used on the wiki were edited on Adobe Workshop and Photoshop. I placed my reason below to which I got banned for a week.

So I got message Kiwismurf on CC to which his response gave me and I will not lie about this incident, but I had a panic attack. Now I am still feeling incredibly shaken up by those events. His response was quite rude at the start telling me to read you policy for the wiki which I did. and I get this reponse "should take learning and grammer lessons". I cannot tell you how much I was offended by this as my learning difficulty effected me when I was at school. But never have I recieved such a hateful comment from an apparent well 'respected' Admin in my life. To an extent I respect you as you have not said anything anywere close as what he said.

But I'd like you to understand the distress this situation has given me. I am not your average user, mainly because of my disability. I thought I would be respected, but to recieve this makes me incredibly upset. Did I make a mistake yes my hands are up. But a rude comment like this? I have reported Kiwismurf to CC as he has violated ToU, making me feel distressed along the disgusting comment recieved. To you it may not affect you, but for someone like me that has suffered abuse at school really makes me sick. 