Thread:BrokeNGlass0/@comment-47014387-20201208192319/@comment-47014387-20201208194709

Also...I have something....off going on with me. Lol or maybe Im just a nut one or the other. I am sleep deprived and the world is a fuzzy haze so it not helping but last night...last night...was off. I for one, broke Charli Charli somehow. AND I went on a...thing. Frenzy? I believe that is what it was called. I was having these urges. I have a thing of filling notebooks with the proxy signs...and took the next stept to cut the mark into my skin. I dont know why I thought that made sense...it just did at the time. I started wispering the Proxy Pledge and I swear that I was seeing shadows move and a womans voice wispering something I could not hear. But still- UGH...that is going to scar! Usually I chicken from things pointy like needles, but this time I wasnt afraid. I wasnt even processing it! I just went- Oh yeah thats a good idea. :P