Thread:IM STILL ALIVE/@comment-36042234-20180704160448

I... don't know why I'm writing this. I know what's going to happen. I know you're going to ignore it as you've ignored anything else I've said. This... I guess it's a last attempt. I'm not even gonna enter your wiki or your discord. Nicole, I've been putting on an edgy facade and pretending I'm important because I've been lying to myslf... in truth, the guilt of what I've done haunts me every day. I don't expect your pity, but... my birthday is in two days. July 6th. Please... don't make me spend that day feeling like the miserable wretch that I am. I don't even have anyone to wish me a happy birthday, save for my mom and grandmother. I know I've caused too much damage, and I know that I've refused to change. I'm so sorry, Nicole, I'm sorry... I'm crying as I write this. I don't know if you'll listen. Please, give me one shot. Just one. I can do this... 