Thread:Alex.sapre/@comment-44463441-20191120181642/@comment-44463441-20191120230311

Alex.sapre wrote: So you only apologize after I showed your actions to someone who you manipulated to dislike me? Sounds a bit fishy to me.

I suppose I should apologize for anything I've done or said that's hurt you in the past. I just hope you won't use this to show people how only you know how to apologize while I'm spiteful for still resenting you.

No matter what you look at, just these three extreme actions is enough to prove why I have no obligation to forgive you:

1. The sockpuppetry. You apologized to me for everything across the years what, at least 15 times now? But you confessed to using two different accounts to play with my emotions for all the time I've known you. For years. And all your apologies to me before mean nothing because you still never confessed to it until recently.

2. You sent death threats with another sockpuppet to my friends.

3. You told me you cut yourself because of me with a sockpuppet.

I rest my case. Thanks for apologizing, but whatever you did can't be erased. I'm on medication now for heartburn due to stress and am going to schedule therapy sessions for myself in the next few months, and I really don't have anymore time to waste.

I've been dating someone for almost 2 years. The fact that you would spread a rumor about me liking you is simply despicable. I don't care if it's joking or not, it's still plain wrong.

I wonder if you've decided to tell me who all those people who "hate me" on my wiki are, considering I still want to clear up misconceptions that you spread about me. Or if you bothered to tell them you were wrong. Regarding your points:

1. I didn't sockpuppet "to play with your emotions". I had wanted to break free from my Ludwig account for months and so I created a new account. In order to make it not seem suspicious I wanted to wait a bit before I abandoned it. It just got out of hand. 2. I don't remember the death threats part. If I did then, I apologize, but could I see any screenshots you might have of this? 3. I was depressed and really did hurt myself. I was scared and felt alone and wanted someone to blame for it all. I had accused many people of causing it including Dom and Ratgirl. It's no excuse for behaving like I did, but it definitely contributed towards it. 4. I'm sorry that you're on medication and therapy. I hope everything turns out well for you in the end. 5. I wasn't spreading a rumor that you liked me, I had a bit of banter between Dom and Niko saying that you must be trying to message me "because you like me." I never meant it as anything more than a joke. 6. It may be wrong. If you're offended by it then I apologize. I understand if you don't want to talk to me anymore, and if that's the case, then I hope everything turns out okay for you and that the therapy can help you numb your pain. I know this may not be what you want to hear from me, but I've been in the same boat and it will eventually help. I'm through fighting, I just want to correct my mistakes and do well in life. Maybe I don't deserve it, but my only goal is to make other people happy. I hope you achieve everything you want to in life.

I understand if this is getting personal and if you want to finish here or take this to DM on Discord then that's fine.