Thread:Scottier/@comment-31230263-20171115235211/@comment-31230263-20171117215822

If I was insistent (here) is just because I've fear of being misunderstood. Ok, I understood, you don't like when someone is trying to redeem himself, you have the old mentality of "If someone has showed to be bad, they will always be bad", ok, then I could've avoided wasting time trying to apology. It's things like this that cause anger and violence in me and you don't help. Said this, sorry for wasting your precious time, how inappropriate was for me to "harass" you with sincere apologies. You even told me you've taken everything I said into consideration, what a giant lie, if it was true, today, I would have a one year ban instead of retain an infinite one. And then I'm the one who lies, yeah, sure I am. It's unfair, I don't deserve to be banned all life, like I said, I'm willing to have a one year one, do you think one year is a little time, it' a lot of time in which lots of things can happen and people can change, don't you know it? Yeah, you'll say "You're being aggressive again", I'm not trying to be it, but this time is a little justified, how much would cost you guys to make it a one year ban? I would stop "harassing you", this would prove you've partially accepted my excuses and I would re-start sleeping better not thinking about this ban that's persecuting me since I got it, I don't deserve for it to be infinite. That's for who is able to ruin a wiki by plaguing it with viruses and stole others' account and I couldn't do such things because I'm not capable and I don't even have the will to do it, so do me this favour and put it as a one year please. I told you I learned my lesson and I would like to burn in hell if what I told you until now where pure lies, why can't you be convinced? If the Reddit thing wouldn't have happened you told the result would've been the same, why? I could understand if what I did was intentional but, like I said, it wasn't, so I don't deserve this. I received lots of injustice in this damn life of mine, I can't tolerate more, please, at least show me you have a heart, please, I know a year isn't like forever but I SWEAR, I swear I can change in one year, and when I'll come back, the first thing I'll do will be excusing myself personally not only with you (I already did) but with Monollama and ScatteredHope as well (The other Adin wasn't attacked by me and I never spoke with them, but I think I could excuse me for the general mess I created). It's not really that I want you to tell me what I want to hear, it's only that I don't like being hated and, as how you speak to me, it seems you hate me a lot, and I doon't want this, I'll do everything you want if it means not being hated anymore, but I want you to at least do me this favour, please, it's not like you're losing money or anything, you had the possibility to make my redemption meaningless and show you can forgive if the thing is not too arduous or if the subject themselvs showed they're at least willing to change. Please, you've to take into consideration everything I says, because this discussion is important to me, you can't close it and cut me out like I've said just some lines to cover my behind to return just to make more damages, because it's not true. I know that honest people are always treated bad, but please, now I even understood what you were trying to tell me about the Imposter but I didn't listen, I can add I will always listen to you if you'll make me return, it's me the one who wants a year ban, have you ever heard about someone desiring to being blocked for a full year, this to explaing I want my rightfull punishment, 1 YEAR, permanent is unfair and you know it too. I'm not really volatile like all you keep saying, I'm honest. Could you please told them at least to make it one year, it's just a little request and I really can't believe you would have a rock instead of a hearth and not do it, come on, no punishments are prolonged eternally, please show them this message if you can, have someone contact me on Reddit or here just, please, don't leave me like this, I don't really deserve it, I made a mistake, I feel ashamed about that and I already did my apology to you all, I think I deserve at least for it to be changed to 1 year, even 2 if you're not satisfied, but please, not permanent, really, please.

P.S.I read your messages till the end, I just want to ask if you do the same or not? Can you answer this if you'll read it just make sure you do (If you think I'm not to be trusted, can I at least be a little cautious with you to? Because I care about my messages since I want to transpire everything that's up in my mind the moment I write (Willing actions and not) and I'd appreciate if it's true that you read it all, all here, no insulting). Now, I read it all again, I shouldn't have insulted you in anyway, please read it well, like I said it's really really really important to me and I want it to be understood the best.