Thread:Gewsbumpz dude/@comment-25295648-20200905013142

Please listen to me. You are missing context. The first time, years ago, was over something entirely not related even if it brought a lot of the anxieties I hold today, but by the end I considered myself improved. I am mentally fit.

I had a warning in June and I took it and Iw as doing better in July. I understood what I did was bad and I layed low and improved in July. I was happier then, going out places more, doing everything to keep my mind off the drama and just rekindle good will with the community I've been on since I was a child.

The second "warning" wasn't my fault at all. Zach was being reported right after he was blocked on the VSB server so I felt people were just being hastily annoyed at Zach and I noted that, to which Zark came up with utter nonsense on how I was  claiming there was a conspiracy againstZach and the like. My "outburst" was telling her that was dead wrong and that she is always taking what I say and turning it into the worst possible thing. That was my "outburst," it wasn't even an outburst. I was correct there, Zark was just targeting me there.

The only time I did wrong on the wiki was the first time after my return and I took what happened and tried to improve from there. I was trying to stay away from controversial topic and avoid Zark and she targeted me still.

If I was mentally unfit. How do I have a job? How was I a top of the class student in public leadership clubs and the like in 2018-2019? How am i Not int he retarded class. 