Board Thread:General Discussion/@comment-24669562-20171219063036/@comment-24669562-20171219165215

Tupka217 wrote: The forums is still a better place than the blogs. It's the only place, really.

As for your issues... unless the admin broke the Terms of Use, FANDOM/Wikia does not interfere in local disputes. If you have an issue with another user and/or want to appeal a block, you may do so on the user's wall here on Community Central. You only get one shot, and if they don't want to change anything, you've got to move on. Be as brief, polite and nonconfrontational as possible - and judging by your rant, take a breather offline first. Thanks, but as for appealing a block, or trying to settle the issue with the person himself (which I did once before) I'm afraid that ship has sailed. I totally messed up. It was bad enough I got blocked and I was fine until I wrote this at the person who blocked me http://community.wikia.com/wiki/Thread:1363092 I chose to do this, I'm totally responsible. I had no right to do this, this was totally wrong, not to mention RUDE and DISRESPECTFUL but I went and did it anyway so now I've made myself something I never wanted to be, an evil person and perhaps a bully. I fought back, and I had absolutely no right to do that and that was counterproductive and a waste of my time. And in doing that, I only made things worse. Plus I admit I wrote "WHATEVER" on my message wall on there http://soundeffects.wikia.com/wiki/Thread:63491#2 and this is definitely inexcusible but I wrote that out of anger.

I'm sorry I sound like I'm feeling sorry for myself, but by doing that, confronting WikiExpert like that, and there's no way to take that back now, what's done is done, but, well I'm mad at WikiExpert, not just for blocking me but for reacting too quickly and for his attitude, but I guess I'm mad at myself for being a jerk back to him and getting revenge on him (and so should others but I am grateful to those who are not, it's not fun when others are mad at me but that's what I deserve right now.) I'm upset with him and with myself, and maybe a bit confused.

Now I'm considering giving up wikia, indefinitely, for probably the next several months. After the way I acted, I don't deserve to be on the wikia anymore. I mean I can be, just not as an editor (or should I just stay completely away,) this is what I'm thinking of doing, because I really need to pull myself back together before this gets any worse and I don't want to be a menace to the community or be a haughty thug. This is not an easy decision to make but it's probably the best thing to do now. So you're right, I do need to take a breather... and I'm gonna have to say lots of prayers begging and begging for forgivness and humility.

But the best thing I can do is just stay completely away from WikiExpert and the Sound Effects Wikia and indefinitely, forever even, and maybe hope for a new Sound Effects wikia. I could start my own wikia but I don't have the interest. Plus, some people are just not for me and I know I'm not for a lot of people either and I don't want to be around people who are impatient, intimidating, abusive, or uncaring... if it's not necessary to be with such people, and sometimes it is (that reminds me, and I went up to Wikiater myself and humbled myself, at least I want to think I did, I probably didn't, before him and told him what happened and he still got upset with me. As I just said, some people are just not for me. So I'll take "you have to move on.") I also need this blog an astute wikia user created. http://community.wikia.com/wiki/User_blog:Jackninja5DipperGravityFalls/How_to_Handle_Being_Blocked

I also had other unrelated issues before I had that spat with WikiExpert. So yes, a breather is definitely needed!

Again, my feelings toward WikiExpert does not have to be anyone else's and it's not right to turn people against other people, I don't like it when people try to turn me against someone.

That is all, for now. But I thank you (if you didn't) for not showing hostility toward me although that's what I deserve. But thank you for being kind to me! I appreciate it very much. :-)