User:RPOFA

Emily Molloy [RPOFA Administrator]
"I am Anglican. I am with the English Democrats. I am educated in my religion, but in politics and technology as well. I also do speak my mind, I am truthfully direct, so be warned on that... Before I begin, I will not let the past effect my future any more! My name is Jorden Matthew Dykes aka Emily Molloy. My parents used to be rich, they are now divorce because he was abusive, now we are poor. I am an Anglophile, I love my country England. When you do talk to people, share what you are. Stop focusing on all the things that you aren't. Stop focusing on all the physical features that you think people will not like about you. Stop focusing on your inabilities or lack of talent. Instead, focus on those physical features that you know people already love about you. Focus on your abilities and the talents that you do have. You have been blessed with all the above, and that makes you worth getting to know in my book. I just love making new friendships. Why? Because I am quite a nice, caring and a loving person. Disregarding if you have done me wrong, though, depending. I am from London, England. 18 Mount Ararat Road, Richmond, TW10 6PG, London, United Kingdom. I am transsexual (I'm a straight girl). It is a congenital birth condition. I am just a girl trapped in the wrong body who plans to have a sex change someday, I do not want to kill myself. I really do not want to die. I just cannot imagine myself ever being beautiful. Ever being correct. And I do not know how to live with that, sometimes I lie awake at night and think to myself, what if they are right? What if I am an abomination… A monster… Every time I see a pretty girl, an intense feeling of envy overwhelms me, and converts it to motivation. Sometimes when I am falling asleep, I just hope with every fibre of my since I wake up with the right body. Every morning I wake up disappointed. I am not one of those people who knew they are transsexual from their childhood. I did not question or even think about my identity till early this year. But every resource page I see, every story I read, the people have known or felt 'different' since they were kids. I did not. I do not feel like I can connect or relate to anyone out there. I am a strong girl. I am 15, I was born on 20th February of 1998. I also have Asperger syndrome, Asperger syndrome is often considered a high functioning form of autism. It can lead to difficulty interacting socially, repeat behaviours, and clumsiness, etc, though I am pretty good at controlling myself so that should not be much of a problem. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Asperger_syndrome I am political and I am good with history, I also know my rights, I am emotional, I have the Irish and British sense of humour as well, I have ADHD, I am talkative, spiritual, shy, serious, sensitive, romantic, funny, quiet, outgoing, open minded, loving, intellectual, high maintenance, flexible, energetic, earthy and artistic... My life is complex and messed up, I never really had a childhood. I am an indigo child, crystal child, rainbow child, psychic- all the clairs, empath, pisces and I am intuition. Also I am an advocate for change. That is pretty much the basics about me... I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Also grudges are for those who insist that they are owed something; forgiveness, however, is for those who are substantial enough to move on... Sometimes both can be difficult depending on the situation. If I had to pick a favourite music artist, it would be Eminem because I can relate to his dark music. I also like Dot Rotten and Wiley (also rap) but I like Skillet more, as they cleaned themselves up and now are playing soft rock in the name of God. My favourite TV programme is Doctor Who. I have the two sisters, one is one years old, and the other is eight years old, (I think). I also have the four cats, I used to live in different places, I'm from London, New York, San Jose, Morgan Hill, Gilroy, Coarsegold, Chowchilla, Madera, Idaho, Northern Ireland, Scotland, etc, etc, etc. Most likely you know me somehow lol. Currently Chowchilla is the only option at the moment, it's unfortunate though. I'm also Scottish, Northern Irish and American on my mother's side. I'm a slut, but by a different definition. http://www.elephantjournal.com/2013/08/5-reasons-im-proud-to-be-a-slut-adult/ That's all I'm going to say lol."