Thread:Karasuneth/@comment-45780002-20201228203845/@comment-26397550-20201229210544

I tried writing up something here that was a lot more descriptive, but Fandom kind of just swallowed it into the void and I didn't copy it like I usually do, so I'm just trying it again, but maybe not as much...

Please understand that I don't have an issue with you. There is nothing for me to forgive. All I had a concern about, outside of wikis, is that you were trying to randomly get me involved in some RHTC drama by constantly mentioning me in lists regarding it, when I don't involve myself in that toxic denial mess of a community. It was a huge, repeated wall of text in my notifications, for something I had absolutely no relation to, and it flooded my notifications with other replies, all about a game I do not play, involve with, or overly support.

I don't know why you even presume that reply to Limey had a shred of relation to you. It was about people going right onto my art posts to ask for unblocks and when people tag me in giveaways where you're meant to tag friends because they think they can just declare themselves my friend. I also don't know where you got that "psychopath" quote implied to be from me... I can't think of myself using that word before in the last year, it kinda seems made up???

Additionally, I don't think you fully understood my point from before. You still view me as someone to look up to, and that's a problem. Artists are not influencers. Staff of random wikis are volunteers and not influencers. '''Idolizing people is a bad and unhealthy thing to do. '''​​​​​​ We're not philosophers trained in morality and wisdom. We're artists that draw fictional characters in cute pastel outfits, or make videos on video games. We have nothing for you to look up to. When you idolize someone, you're idolizing only what they show you... which many people who deem themselves "influencers" are hiding a lot from their public name, Hateful behaviour and drama, etc. If that breaks out into what they show, you don't want to replicate it, either. RH influencers especially often promote extremely dangerous and immature behaviour, like sharing personal information, grouping up on people to attack them for petty drama, exaggetating importance and loyalty to a video game, and promoting that negative opinions are always bad and hateful and should never be listened to. These are very, very bad practices. People just looking for clout especially aren't people to look up to, but even those that don't are not going to have things to look up to and follow, either.

I just want you to understand that I'm just some dude on the internet you don't know. I have my own problems and don't really know how to do things. I draw stuff I like and post it for fun, I make clothes to sell on Roblox, I volunteered on a few wikis to help moderate communities to add some variety to what I do, that's it. There's nothing special, nothing important. I don't set a good example on how to respond to things because I write too much and often think about the worst case scenario. I have issues saying what I actually want to say in general due to anxiety. As for art, my stuff isn't "amazing", much like anyone else's stuff. I'm just a young adult and I don't want to be put up on a high pedestal when I don't know what I'm doing, I'm just sharing stuff that makes me happy because it might make other people happy too. Personally, I don't have idols or people I look up to because only I know where to go with myself. To properly respond to and support an artist, you can like their work, maybe retweet it to help spread it, maybe leave a comment on what you like about the drawing. But acting like we do anything more important than that just does get on the level of unnecessarily and dangerously obsessive, in more the risk of yourself. It hurts your self-confidence because you're comparing yourself to someone you view as excessively greater, when they really aren't.