User:SonicPlayz580

SonicPlayz580, (or Sonic Playz_580, S.P.) is a person who's a YouTuber as a hobby. S.P. is still in school (rn as a freshman) just suffering in Online School.

S.P. has an alter ego called 'S.P.exe', which his alter ego Made him got banned in a server called Minnemi Ayy. It's a matter of time if S.P. chooses to go back, but it's a tab bit more unlikely due to his reasons.(I do not hold the mods that worked out for my ban accountable, as they only did their job, and I respect that.)

S.P. used to have a Twitter Account called @The_Ochoa_SP, but got suspended due to kill threats. S.P is trying to get it back, but as what he said in the last sentance of the Discord Ban, it's unlikely.

S.P.'s YT Channel is mostly on Rythym Games, but with a mix of content here and there like Soul Knight and the discontinued series of Beat Craft. Future Content will be Otherworld Legends from the same devs as Soul Knight, ChillyRoom. Game Updates, and More MELOBEAT.

Note From S.P.: "Even though I won't be probably coming back, either from my ban appeal, I'm sorry if I made anyone hurt, it's my fault and I don't hold anyone else accountable of my actions other than me. It's a Wrong thing to do to mess with people and they said stop to me, and I didn't stop because of my alter ego going too far. I do think of k/lling my brother, but I know that I can't actually do that because it will be worse if I do it. *There's a difference between thoughts and intention, y'know!* But, thoughts can lead to things worse based on how the other person see's it.

To say this one more time, even though the mods will probably look away from this, I'm sorry. An apology wouldn't work now, but, I have nothing to say."

Some Questions to answer that:

Q: If that pain reaches too much, will you k/ll yourself?

A: No, if I have to say this myself, to myself, K/lling Myself is useless to me because if I did, I would make more people bad and I don't want anyone to go through what I expierenced.

Q: Will you get help or no?

A: No, I won't get professional help. I know this may sound childish from me, really childish, but, I will feel embarrassed if I showed my feelings to a therapist and will regret it, But keeping it in wouldn't help either, so I decided to ignore my brother and answer if it's actually important. I know he's obnoxious, I know he's a pain in the ears, I know he'll have an attitude, but he needs to change also, but I won't be there if he needs to change his life. I had enough of him, so it's time he needs to be a big boy, stop sobbing and grow up. But enough of that, to answer long story short, No, I won't, but I know how to control it and use it in ways other than violence.

Q: Will You Ever Come Back to the server?

A: It's Unlikely, probably never, but I still have hope, even when it will be unknown if it's a perma or regular, if it's a perma, it will scar me... for the rest of my life. But I can't question of it's a perma or regular, cause I don't want it to scar me really early.

Q: Will your mental health affect Your YT hobby?

A: No, it can go way down, and I may need a break some times, but it will not affect my hobby.

Q: Do you still have a will to live?

A: Yes, and it will never change.

So that's it, sorry you had to go through all that, I'm worried for a lot of things, and it will probably not go away if it's the Right time to ask.

My Discord is: SonicPlayz_580#6003

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