User blog:QueenOrangeSoda/Nobody on Wiki understands me!

More than a year ago, I accidentally vandalized because I didn't know the rules very well. On March 14, 2010, I got blocked for a year. On March 14, 2011, an admin blocked me AGAIN because he still doesn't think I'm ready. I try to tell the Wiki admins that I'm sorry (because I am), but they don't believe me. :(

Somebody help me!