User blog:Twentyonepintrees/camping trip

'''Currently about to go on a camping trip. I don't know why. Noor do i know where, because no one tells me anything. I guess i like surprises, but i just want to know how far were gonna go… honestly, i'm a little scared because i dont know whats there waiting for me. I guess i'm just paranoid. I'm excited for the possible 2 hour car ride. I like car rides. I can listen to my music and imagen. My mind can go to another, perfect world. What really makes me happy, is that it says “pack swim suit” on my list! I love swimming! It's almost like floating, or even flying at times. My older sister is coming with us. So is my mom. That scares me, because i feel like no matter what i do, if there around they criticize and tell me my wrong. It really pulls me down from my happiness. I hope this trip goes well….. I have to pack a various amount of things. I need 2 sweatshirts (which will be REALLY easy on the note that  i have hundreds of billions of sweatshirts. I also have to pick 2 pairs of jeans. I hate jeans so i'm gonna pack 2 pairs of yoga pants. I have to also pack 2 towels. One for swimming, and one for showering. Underwear and socks of course. A swimsuit, naturally. One pillow, and one warm blanket. And whatever i want to play with. I'll pick a couple toys and of course my phone with a various amount of music on it, which i love! Of course, since i'm practicing on remembering ALL twenty one pilots songs, those are likely to be the only songs downloaded on my phone. Music is everything to me. I couldn't bear to live without it. It makes me so happy, i could go to church and sing HALLELUJAH! I really can't live without it. I may seem a little antisocial when i'm listening to it, but if you use the right words, and don't draw too much attention, i'll happily apply myself to talk and socializes myself in a group of people. Of course, i might have one earbud in while talking,m but i can still hear everyone, the music is just kept in one ear to calm me. there's a lot on things in my schedule i want to fit into this month. For example, i want to go to spook fest with my friends. I also want to go trick or treating with my friends. Fitting this in with my “good” grades and our camping trip is hard, but i think i might just make it. My phone is currently not working, but i hope it starts working before we go camping, because i NEED my music. I'm currently listening to InSaNiTy. The japan version (because it's the best). I'm planning on get my pink ear buds back from randall. But the thing is, because i was a few minutes late to school, mom wanted my phone. I don't know if she wanted it because she thought i had it, or because she wanted to take it away from me. To ya know, punish me? I can't do it. I can't live without music. Its stuck on me like a drug. Jenny. I'm dressing up as jenny. All of school is so messed up. Especially when one of your BEST friends get mad at you because the other friend won't pay enough attention to them because we're dating. I'm not one to assume, neither do i like rommers, but its sorta easy to believe, when no one else is talking and the only potion you have left is gossiping. It hurts when your stuck in a world of 3rd grade drama for no reason other than jealousy. If your so lonely go find someone. I hate this so much i just want to scream “if your so  mad then why? Huh? Just why? I did nothing! Nothing at all! Yet you think you have the right to just ignore me and stay distant! All because of jealousy?!?!?! This is so messed up, that the devil would do it! This is so messed up that i could HURRL! I just don't understand why you say you want things, and then back out when it happens! I honestly think it makes no sense!” this is why there is so much drama in school! Because people don't know how to stop! I just wish people realized how dumb all of this is! When we graduate, this won't matter at all! So why can't people just move on now?!?!?! Wow. people are complete and utter idiots. When are people gonna grow up?!?!?!'''

'''Everyones acting more immature than the boys! And trust me, that's saying something!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'''