Thread:Sera EX/@comment-24503208-20190329185501

On one hand, I want to help you guys.

On the other hand, I already risking my mental health just to talk to you guys.

I quite honestly torn here since I will love to interact with you guys once more, but on the other hand, I can not seem to find a handle on it.

Plus I do have a mild form of depression admittingly.

In addition, it really push me to trying to find some kind of purpose in life.

Honestly I am confused and likely stressed out at this point.

It is just trying to find a crossroad between what I want to do and what I need to when it is actually me not knowing what to do.

Tbh I will like to interact with you guys again back at VS Battle, but parts of me is hesitating on that plus I won't deny I did feel hurt and guilt by what happened back in 2016 to March 2017.

Still you guys has been rubbing on me off even beyond the ban back at VS Battle Wiki with me observing the growth of VS Battle Wiki in the shadows.

It just... I don't know. You guys I came view a as a family although filled with drama and disagreements. I really hate it when I have to be torn in this, but I still feel like I need something to go by anyway. Talking to you guys online in this case may be worse. 