Thread:KiwiLapis/@comment-26226441-20191125020504

I should be angry that I've gotten another disproportionate punishment. I was earlier, I was absolutely seething, but now I just feel done. In hindsight, I probably should have expected this. Not because I forgot and broke the rules, but because you've done this before, I have never trusted you not to.

You've accepted a numerous amount of my edits and implementations. The bulk of which were screenshots I've personally taken, in the most opportune moments in the show, the very half-seconds that I at the same time had to make sure it was at top quality. I also made sure to follow your advice to move the "official" pictures to the appearance category in the pages. I even asked about putting tabbers on Viren's profile pic because of the unique case it presentded BTW I still haven't heard your response to how the size of the official images effects the personality category below it.

I thought we were ready to work together. To communicate and such despite our misgivings and our clear and apparently mutual dislike for one another. But instead you, without warning, blocked my IP address, blocked my account for a year after reaching out to you about it, and delete my message on my own message wall, which had no profanity or inappropriate content whatsoever. The latter of which I can only assume is at least to prevent others from seeing what you have done.

Are you afraid of the other contributors, whom you "admired" and loved to shove in my face, from shying away from you? That, despite of that cute profile pic and frequent use of exclamation points, people will know how petty, hostile, and aggressive you can be, especially for an admin, when feeling crossed, which I have seen first hand?

Now I get the reasoning for the punishment. But it's a disproportionate one. Couple weeks or so; sure. One month; fine. One year; am I sure I'm not still on a shit list? But some of the profile pics for the new characters weren't that great. You actually said to me that you could have chosen higher quality pics or make them higher quality yourself. Why didn't you do that by default anyway? Like Ibis, the pic doesn't even reach the edges of the charbox and is of lower quality to the one I implemented, and that is not how he looks like in relatively regular lighting (like outdoors).

Also, it's not like I really intended did those behind your back, I genuinely thought you were still areound and monitoring my progress as it was going. I did nothing out of maliciousness.

Anyway, see you in a year I guess (maybe). May we never meet anywhere else than there. Hope you can find someone to fill those episode histories for each character. A one up on myself you could consider of course. Because my plan to do that is out the window and we're at season 3 already, the vigor will be gone by then. 