User blog comment:FreaksterDeekster/Depression/@comment-8-20180212184156

HI FreaksterDeekster,

I'm sorry to hear you are having a hard time at the moment.

If you are feeling suicidal, you need to go and get help. Any time you feel unsafe with yourself, you can call 911, or a crisis line such as National Suicide Prevention Lifeline on 1 (800) 273-8255. There are more resources at Help:Suicide_Prevention_Resources and the Suicide Prevention Wiki.

It sounds like you have been able to talk to someone off-line about this, to get some antidepressants. Don't give up on that, people who know you are often the best support you can get.

I'm going to close this thread because Community Central isn't the right place to blog about this - it's better if you search for a place that's about depression.