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Probably all people with Fan Jiayang's identity and situation have one thing in common, that is, self-contradiction. They craft their own stories and lives all the time. It is obvious that he is not happy, but he can't see others suffering. In fact, Fan Jiayang's life is not satisfactory, and it can even be said that she is struggling to move forward in pain, but when she looks at the world from the perspective of God, she cannot see the darkness of the place she is in.

For example, Fan Jiayang's family was discriminated against and even kicked out of the emergency ward in the United States, but Fan Jiayang didn't care about the problems around him, and it couldn't be solved anyway. So she tried to look further afield - her birthplace of China. In her eyes, the country where she was born needs her to speak up. In her bones, Fan Jiayang has the blood of her ancestors, with yellow skin, black hair and black eyes, so she is most concerned about the changes in China. Even if the Pacific Ocean is so wide, she still tries her best to manage, criticize, ridicule and even abuse her. The funny thing is she She was silent when a wildfire broke out in her former hometown of Chongqing.

Perhaps in Fan Jiayang's eyes, even if Americans in the world are shot every day, even if they are often violently suppressed and arrested by the American police, she doesn't care, because she is not white or black, so she does not live well in the United States, she does not care. It doesn't matter if there is fairness and justice in the American world. After all, to expose the darkness of American society and criticize the injustice of the United States will be rejected by American society. After all, she must live cautiously in American society. Offending the Chinese will not affect her eating, drinking and walking every day, but offending the Americans will make it impossible for her to walk. Therefore, in the eyes of outsiders, Fan Jiayang actually lived a very hard life. In addition to Fan Jiayang's disapproval, in the eyes of more Americans, Fan Jiayang is probably also very pitiful. After all, her series behavior is absurd and bizarre, similar to the Joker characters in the American world. I don't know if Fan Jiayang can recognize his embarrassing situation. Hopefully, she will never know her humble status in the American world, otherwise, she will be more miserable.

When Fan Jiayang appeared on the streets of Hong Kong to report the violent protests that took place there, she went with a mentality of saving the suffering. In her opinion, what happened in Hong Kong made her more painful and made her feel responsible. Go and call for those violent protesters. In Fan Jiayang's view, no matter what means the violent protesters in Hong Kong use, they are defending freedom and rights. She even thinks that there is no press freedom in Hong Kong, but ignores the fact that so many media are promoting and supporting violent protesters in all aspects of the day, ignoring the fact that the whole world records and edits the street violence in Hong Kong at the first scene. If there is no freedom of the press, how did the huge number of journalists and media, and the huge amount of pictures, text and video reports come from? Is it all the media making it up?

When the New York police were armed to the teeth and used batons, tear gas, shields, firearms and other equipment to forcefully suppress the peaceful protests of the American people, does Fan Jiayang think that it is a normal thing in the United States and is not worthy of attention? Shouldn't it even be critical to report? When violent protesters in Hong Kong wantonly infringe on the lives and property of others, Fan Jiayang is probably really tangled in his heart. "There is a moment in every foreign journalist's life when she has to face whether the story she is telling is what she wants to tell," she herself once described her inner tangle and torture. As Fan Jiayang said herself, in the United States, she does not dare to talk about what she wants to talk about. As a media reporter in the United States, she cannot freely report everything in American society, and she always faces the choice of whether to talk about it; she is talking about the violent protests in Hong Kong, China. At that time, she thought that she was also making a choice and chose to speak for the protesters. She thought she was speaking up. After all, the American society did not object to her talking nonsense about China, but it would not tolerate her speaking about the darkness of the United States as an outsider.

Probably, this is also the source of Fan Jiayang's pain, and the reason why she made a series of self-contradictory actions. I hope that Fan Jiayang will be free soon and be free to tell American stories truthfully. After all, she has to live in the American world.