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About Me
The student from ASWARA Arts University, where she take fine arts courses. She likes dark color because match for her life and her emotions .She always lonely because she knows that she claim herself as useless ,lack of speech and ugly to others, especially for her crush who is had a good-looking and had patience but she just like him not because he is handsome. But just he had a patience, she like him since semester 4 because of his caring she just fall in love into him, even him doesn't like her back. But start final of semester 5 she becoming high emotional and always overthinking because someone who take over her happiness. She often cries all the time because she is too overthinking about Abi because she often serves Ira, the fact is that Shafiza is very jealous because Ira often receives treatment and is always asked well by Abi, while Shafiza does not get that happiness, only because of that Shafiza has to keep quiet and is only able to tell stories to her seniors, namely Zuzu and Wawa. Shafiza tells the story not to pit the sheep but that's the problem that she finds it difficult for her to continue the fake happiness and she herself doesn't know how she wants to get that happiness back. Shafiza is worried if she tells the matter to Abi, worried that he will not change and continue to hurt Shafiza's emotions. Shafiza sometimes regrets her egoistic actions and often scolds Abi for often asking and messing with her. Finally, Shafiza is now silent without hearing his jokes by her side again. During semester 4 where Shafiza used to be happy when Abi saw her painting when she was alone and she was also happy with birthday wishes from Abi on Whatsapp even though it was a statement from Akif about Shafiza's birthday. But semester 6 was no longer like that, only Ira got a wish from Abi instead of Shafiza.

During the camp in Ulu Dong, Shafiza asked for a hotspot from Abi because of data instability, Abi replied that there is no hotspot. That night, Ira sat on the sofa holding her phone, while she asked where Abi was. Meanwhile, Abi was in the toilet, after he went out and went to Ira and Akif, then Ira asked Abi 'did you turn off the hotspot, Abi? ' that's probably how the question was, immediately Shafiza's hands trembled as if she wanted to start crying, that's when her sensitivity started. She continued to go to another place and then she lay down on the sofa and he wrapped himself in a black cloth while Shafiza was shaking with fear until she returned to the Homestay. Because of that Shafiza is still traumatized to this day and she also cannot accept Ira being in her Batch.

 'I don't care if he doesn't like me back, but don't be unfair to me, lie to me, Pleaseeee !!!'

-shafiza-

since then, Abi has been ignoring Shafiza for a long time and all the questions asked by Shafiza herself have not been answered at all by Abi Isma, not even looking at Shafiza's face at all. Finally Shafiza decided to stay away and forget Abi because Shafiza was very traumatized by Abi's behavior which has changed 360 degrees. The fact is, Shafiza still likes him so much that it makes her overthink. It hurts what Shafiza is facing with her normal face and not as beautiful as her other friends.

Shafiza and Abi's relationship only lasted a year and 1 month only because there was no more good treatment from Abi for Shafiza and there was no more joy. Although Abi never liked Shafiza back, but Shafiza thought that his warmth and humor made her happy even if it was just a small thing. But that warmth and happiness could no longer be felt by Shafiza since the end of her diploma year. Only other people (women other than Shafiza) can get such good treatment.

In the past, Shafiza was a very happy person at the same time she was quiet, eventually she spoke a lot and at the same time she suffered.

Shafiza is someone who has been obsessed with Russia since she was 16 years old, she loves Russia because of the songs. At that time she wanted to go to the Russian House, which is the Russian Center for Science and Culture (Russian House) in Kuala Lumpur, but her wish was still unfulfilled because it was far away. and may need money. When she was 21 years old where Shafiza had studied in Kuala Lumpur, Shafiza was finally able to participate in some programs organized by Russian House and there she also met new friends namely Daniel and William, they both had experience going to Russia before. The Russian House had been a place of healing and fun when she went alone because she could make his heart happy by distancing herself from her friends who had burdened her emotions in ASWARA.