Thread:StormxWhisper/@comment-44601280-20201003064641

you know what?

i tried to, for years and years.

I wanted to believe, wanted to know that there was someone out there who cared for me.

But when i cried through so many sleepless nights, feeling helpless and alone, nothing changed.

All i could see was darkness.

If 'God' wasnt going to do anything at all to help me with anything, why would he be real?

The Bible says he watches over and cares for all of us, but i never, not once, got i sign that he cared for me.

I wanted to believe that someone watched over me, i wanted a way to know that there was a way out.

But God has never been there for me.

And im not going to be there for him. 