Thread:Monarch Laciel/@comment-36266167-20190904004802

This message is going to be rather long, so to spare you the time honored act of "manually sifting through a multiparagraph message a rando left on your wall for one specific line", I will be dividing this message into sections because trust me, I know what that's like

Who I Am

My username on FANDOM is swathingDegenera777, though in real life, it is Adrian Ignac Terihaj. I joined FANDOM as a whole back in July 24th, 2018

Why Am I Messaging You?

I was told to find another admin after they had been unresponsive for 25 days, ranging from June 18th, to the 13th of July regarding my ban appeal for the VSBattle Will.

When was I banned?

June 4th, 2019

Who banned me?

Unless you explicitly enquire such of me, I'm going to refrain from sharing such information, as sharing such as part of my initial message can come off as rude, belligerent, and ultimately standoffishly awkward.

(Though considering your admin powers, you could easily check such, I can provide such as to minimize the general workload regarding this for you, as i wish not to be rude)

How and Why did I get banned?

In all honesty, I'm not proud to say it, bur for the sake of this general thing, I have to.

[IMGUR LINK TO OFFENDING MATTER]

The above link contains rather unsuitable content, it's not lewd imagery or something akin to such, but it is ultimately messed up, and worthy of a ban.

As for the exact source of the comment, it was from a Roleplaying I was GMing, the thread was ultimately deleted by an individual whomst i do not know

Why I did what I did

As you are one of the many people who have not associated with me (general attitudes regarding association with me vary EXPONENTIALLY), I'm going to have to explain most of this.

I am an immature, selfish, and edgy individual who played a wryly coy persona and constantly pushed the envelope of acceptability until I eventually overstepped my boundaries with an immensely distasteful and inappropriate comment that ultimately forced the hand of moderating authorities to expunge me from the greater VsBattle Community

You may be wondering as to why i utilized language such as "I am an" instead of "I WAS", as "am" indicates a present tense bearance of the afformentioned personality traits.

It's because, no matter how much I ultimately grow as a person from this point onward, there are going to be a multitude of individuals who would ultimately refuse association with me upon the grounds of my prior actions. And for perfectly good reason!

Back when I joined the wiki, I was a shy, meek boy who spoke in a manner obsessively verbose to the point where ProfessorLord was completely willing to expunge me from his RP due my needless and excessive apologeticism (and the aforementioned Purple Prose levels of needless verbosity).

As time had passed, I grew more and more comfortable, so to speak. I had grown into the shoes that were VSBW, I acclimated to the community, forged a few friendships, and ultimately found a place of "my people" (y'know that one meme with the japanese dude going "Could they be one of my people?", Basically that).

In my comfortability, i had grown... cocky, to say the least, I was effectively the equivalent of "that one edgy kid", posting things that, while not illegal in the laws of the VSBattle Wiki, were questionable to individual users, and I pushed the envelope of "acceptable content"... And not in a good way.

I made many enemies with my edgy abrasive assholery, all perfectly warranted.

I however, was ultimately not banned.

Eventually, a skirmish occurred regarding my friend Torlikoff's EWTRTW3, and me, being a belligerent idiot, had thrown the 15 yr.old equivalent of a "temper tantrum", and had insulted several different users off-site, ultimately resulting in a temporary ban from the site.

When my temporary ban was lifted, I was nervously cautious, minimized my edgy content, and ultimately continued existence. I had reformed.

Unfortunately, I made a SEVERE lapse of judgement, and had posted a severely messed up, and utterly offensive piece of content that resulted in the utter ruination of my reputation, a ban from the wiki, and a loss of several friends of whomst i had made.

I genuinely fucked up, I was stubborn, rude, and didn't take the advice of SEVERAL people when I was told "dude, you're going to get fucking banned for this". I should've listened to them, but being a stubborn fuck, i failed to do so... That is my fault, and I cannot change the past.

I'm sorry to have bothered you with my inane bullshit, you, as an admin, absolutely have FAR more important wiki affairs to deal with than "Local Dumbass Gets on his Knees and Begs to an Admin to the dumbass (me) having an utter lack of a life outside of the VsBattle Wiki.

Please... One more chance, I beg of you

(I do apologize for the lack of an Imgur Link, I have long since lost the screenshot of my offending comment, though as you were associated with my incident, you most likely recall). 