Thread:Monarch Laciel/@comment-36266167-20190904134605

Please, I've f*ed up time inumerous in the past, acting "edgy" and "pushy" because an immature 15 year old kid thought people liked him that way, and desperately wanted to ensure that people would continue to like him so he wouldn't end up the sad, sad, lonely boy that he was back in the real world.

I've tried moving on from that place, and yet I'm stuck. Something in my life is missing. That place filled that missing hole, completing me. A community of partially like minded individuals, with interesting RPs, thought provoking discussions, and all around joyful demeanor.

At the end of the day, I'm just a 15 year old kid, one who took a chance, and utterly f*ed it up, beyond a reasonable doubt. Desperately grasping at straws for the privilege of a last chance, one he in all honesty, doesn't deserve given his history.

I ask of you, not as a former VSBWer, not as a begruding acquaintance who you'd rather cut out of your life altogether, I ask you as a dissapointed of a human being, someone who's spent the last several months pathetically hollow because of being banned from a goddamned internet forum.

Please... Please may I have one more chance?

Edited by Mendes2 to remove swears  