Thread:Infinity Guitars/@comment-5769929-20121226060146

Come back. Now. To Dragon Ball Wiki, now. Please. :/

Why'd you leave so quickly after I did? I wasn't done talking. :/

Here's what I was going to say:

I just don't have much empathy for others' feelings specifically. Unless it's something really sad-related, like seeing pictures of surviving Newtown shooting kids cry. But, for example, seeing my friends sad usually doesn't effect me much, depending on what episode I'm having and my general feelings, but it can effect me. It's complicated. It usually effects me if the person is mad or sad at me, causing me to freak out, thanks to my Borderline Personality Disorder fears of abandonment. I'm basically one-fourths empathetic-less, and when I do feel empathy, it's either minor or overwhelming to the point that it cause depression, anger, paranoia, and/or anxiety. So I tend to forget that other people have feelings and that they aren't emotion-less robots, only to use for personal gain, that gain being from relating to them, sharing opinions, and keeping from being lonely. So I'm kind of like a sociopath. But I rarely use people for personal gain, even if I do relate to them, share opinions, and spend time with them to keep from being lonely. Unless I'm stressed out, or it's a very minor friend. It's complicated. Meh. 