Thread:Santademon/@comment-39147269-20191016120525/@comment-39147269-20191016142912

Okay, my apologies.

You sure? Because if I recall they threatened suicide and self harm at me, saying they'd "given blood to me." It's Numerable Raptors I told to KYS(which I bitterly regret regardless of whether it changes things or not,) and given how you were willing to let off all the other stuff and reacted only then, I'd say this is a bit of a catch 22 here.

Okay, fair point. I agree to that.

''But we both know why I really was given that leeway. To shut me up.''

When did you pour your heart out to me, you acted like I was scum of the earth and I felt like I was on constant watch. I can't put myself in his shoes, because his mind is broken. No one normal thinks that way, and can be that cold and sociopathic. He makes his own rules, ones that if you truly considered you'd be apalled by. I tried following his line of thinking, but it just isn't societal. He has asperger's and has admitted to being a sociopath. I don't wanna be in those shoes.

So this situation was out of your control? Okay then.

... Don't. Just don't do that. As one who said to have contemplated it yourself(or maybe you said you were depressed, can't remember) please don't paint me under that banner. I am far from suicidal, and have plenty of reason to live. Please don't think that because I'm desperate I want death.