User:Jellybean Jade/Subpage

What am I?
I climb only to fall

I grow only to crumble

I am up

Now I am down

What am I? They ask

I do not know

They call me life

They say I end abruptly.

Mother Nature
I crack and crumble and grow and flow and move

For what?

Earth you call me

Or Mother Nature

But I am just

The descent of the leaf

The flow of the river

The rolling of the rocks

The blossom of the flower

You believe I am more

A Gust of You
Why do you play violins for the world

Why do you ruffle my hair

Why do you knock the leaves from the tree

Oh

So

Gently

What controls you I ask

But all I receive is a

Gust

Of

You

Up and Down
I feel myself floating up

I feel myself going down

I am flying up, going into the clouds

I am slipping down, going into the dirt

I am alive

I am dead

My soul

My body

Hope
lk

down

in

Never

Ever

Let it snatch you

Never

Ever

Let it consume you

Never

Ever

Let it help

Only to abandon you once more

Or so I thought it did

I thought it did

But

Perhaps

It can help

Who knows?

Not me

Not you

Or you

Or you

Or you

Perhaps only the voice above

Who created Hope

The Burn
The burn of that feeling on your face

That burn of

Regret

Humiliation

Anger

Sadness

Shame

Envy

And more

That burn can lead to the worst of us all

That fire that you lit once

That burn that you felt once

Never let that fiery burn

Burn you again

The Fire
The burn of that feeling on your face

Perhaps it can help

So burn on

You flame of

Desire

Excitement

Joy

Passion

Pride

Love

Hope

And more

That burn can lead to the best of us all

As it led to me

Emotion this is called

I call it a rickety road

I call it a flame

The flame

This flame that you lit once

This burn that you felt once

Calm it down

But let it burn

Happy

What is happy?

For me it is

Small things

Big things

Like

The taste of something sweet of something salty of something sour

The feel of something soft of something silky of something smooth

The smell of something sweet of something fresh of something savory

The sound of flowing music of crunching leaves of chirping birdsong

The look of a beautiful face I love of a cozy flame of a book waiting open to be read

Yet

I have not found any of these in a

Long

Long

Time

So help and find it for me

For me

Why is it that

When I help

I am happy

For I am working giving suffering for someone else

Yet it makes me happy

Will it make you happy?

There is only one way

To find out

Friendship

A toy

A similarity

Even just a piece of candy

Somehow that gives you a bounty of

Once precious

Once treasured

Once held dear

Friends

Friends you can confide in

Friends you can truly be with

Friends you can love

But now

Somehow

They are easy to obtain

At least until you

Look

Closer

Because

These new friends

Are always doing behind you back

They

Take behind your back

They

Talk behind your back

They

Lie to your face but

Truly be behind your back

It looks like

Friends

True friends

Are much

Much

Harder to find now

Why?

Yet another hopeless day

Yet anything pointless day

Yet another lifeless

My days

They drag on and on

Yet I wonder

Why?

Why do I still try

Why do I still work

Why do I still exist

And I begin to dream

Dream of a new world

Where I can be happy

I can be adrift

I can see them

The ones that I lost

I can be lost with them

With the click of a button

I can be happy

But

I do not press

Why

Why?

Because there is something to enjoy

In this

Thing called Life

I cannot explain

But I do know

Why

Now

The Road to Death

They laugh in your face

Taunting you

Teasing you

For

Death is far too near

And

Life drifts farther away

How you long for that to change

But longing is meaningless

All is meaningless

Life stays bottled up

Precious and easy to lose

Death runs amok

Evil and easy to find

For the

Road of Life

Is just a road to death

Where I can finally

Close

My

Eyes