Thread:Tupka217/@comment-29970809-20200609034043

Hi, it's been months since my block and I have realized that many of the mistakes has been done by me. It's been 2 months since I last contacted you, so I hoped by now things would have calmed down.

While you do blame me for edit-warring and disputes, you were correct. Although I might not be responsible for starting all of them, the problem is that I didn't let it go. If I realized someone won't stop arguing for example, I didn't stop it myself nearly all of the time. I did try to control it at times, but as usual when someone starts a debate I couldn't stop arguing. Once someone starts a debate, you know it can become heated and thus some people become kind of obsessed. I may not be the one starting them always, but I was the most obsessed with my own point of view. I'll avoid arguing no matter what from now on, like I should have.

I realize that instead of reverting someone I should talk to them first even if I have the right to revert them, in order to avoid edit war. While I don't think all of it is was my fault, I do realize it is mostly my fault. However, earlier I was too angry to apologize and went off on a rant against you. I do apologize for that but I was heated up due to the block and I didn't like that I can't do some things freely.

I havw decided that things I didn't bI hope you can forgive me now, considering it's been 2 months since I last contacted you and I've tried to be honest. Despite my many mistakes in editing (I'm a forgetful man), I've tried to regularly contribute. I've been improving myself and regardless I do think I can be a valuable contributor. I don't mean to be self-praising, just trying to build my case. I hope you can give me one last chance. If I misbehave you can permanently ban me. 