Thread:BrokeNGlass0/@comment-47014387-20201208192319/@comment-47014387-20201209201240

'''For years to come I was bullied, being named “Wolf Girl” or “Kitty”, and occasionally I'd even be called “Furry”. When I was younger I never knew they were bullying me. I just thought they were being friendly with me. One day though I realized they were being complete assholes. '''

'''Remember me saying my father was short on patience? Well He also got angry really easily, too. I would piss him off at times to a point he would smack me on the side of the head, once and awhile, so hard I was knocked over. Once he even brought me to the wall by the shirt and screamed at me.'''

'''In fourth grade I was given glasses, as well as diagnosed with ADHD. Looking back I now realize that I had also developed depression at this age, too. I was  given some medicine to help with my ADHD and it worked.'''

'''In fifth grade, well...it sucked. I started to stutter from talking so fast and developed a crush on a boy. I was so weird and...well...energetic that he turned me down. That hurt, but I moved on. In the entire middle school years (5-7th grade) I was bullied. Harassed. Making friends was so hard for me, and I would not understand or accept that I would be alone. Eventually I am pretty sure I was diagnosed with depression. I was given Zoloft, which for the record, didn't do anything for me. I was actively searching for things to harm myself with, anything. And now, four years later, I have two matching scars on the top of my wrist that will last a long time.'''

'''In the next year, I began becoming homicidal. I was hearing voices, too. '''

'''I was constantly mopy and felt depressed over everything. I have become part of a group of outcasts, but felt so left out. Nothing I ever did interested them. I was too...different. I understand we all are different, but I mean...I...Had issues. My urge to spill blood was strong. I would be hearing voices calling out my name and hearing sentences occasionally. On top of that I thought my folks hated me. And I hated them. It was only fair.'''

'''I forgot to mention that in second grade My father met my mentaly abusive stepmom. She would (and still does) say these things that put my ego way down. Made me mad. '''

'''One day my grandmother asked me if I was okay, and that she had a dream on me. What she said, made me confess what I was feeling.'''

'''I dont think I should have said anything. '''

'''A few days later I was in a mental hospital for wanting to kill my parents and burn my house down. It sucked. '''

'''I discovered a talent for finding four leaf clovers, and managed to be cured of my homicidality in two weeks. Two weeks is a lot. Two weeks is enough for me to witness someone try to end their own life multiple times. '''