Thread:Sophiedp/@comment-47545846-20210110194046/@comment-47545846-20210110204826

OK. Enough time had passed. No one replied. I will just start as best as I can.

Good day. Recently, I have been left completely speechless. A while ago, on my page in LSD: Dream Emulator wiki, called "LSD-Oni", I had left a lot of comments. Comments, which on the surface, seemed like spam to the wiki administrators "Rotalume Maerd DSL" and "DragonTamerMCT". The admin "DragonTamerMCT", however, liked this page. The comments I have left, I agreed with - were spam, but I couldn't remove them, nor I could edit them to not look like this. I have potentially agreed with the wiki's orders and tried my best not to make it happen again, as I want to be good and not bad. Eventually, my page "LSD-Oni" and my position on the wiki itself, had come to a sort of a hatred. The two people or users, on the wiki ShatSwordsman and SloshO, were in complete disagreement with the page existence, my additions to the wiki and my being on it. In the comments underneath this page, they both left replies such as: "You leave in your own world and are autistic", "You should grow up", if you can believe - all with swear words such as sh*t and f*ck - such as that of "grow the f*ck up". I stopped replying to these comments, and just marked them as read, and tried to get administrator's attention. It didn't work. I tried to get support's attention. It also didn't work. I was left option-less and speechless in the moment of this. On the about page of mine I would update with the news, but eventually, SloshO or ShatSwordsman (who would scheme out a plan to return the pages to what they have been - and did so), left a message - that I will not be able to have a normal archive of my page, as he claimed - it doesn't "mean sh*t" and that he will oppositly save my archive so that the LSD-Oni page didn't exist anymore. Eventually, ShatSwordsman came along with the hatred they both sent me in the comments under this page, and started editing out "LSD-Oni" - from the chart page, eventually, SloshO, typed a well documented notification to administrator "DragonTamerMCT". This must've really intrigued the trolls and I acted to go and return that page so that it doesn't say their typed text - and mine to put the trolls down, instead. Many things had happened during that time: I was editing SloshO's and ShatSwordman's about pages to the reallity of their doings, they, in turn, mistreated me in this way, they provoked me to finally swear - to which I had not wanted to do, but the swear words they said - were much more hurtful in addition to moral discouragement. SloshO even eventually returned the save of the DragonTamerMCT's page to what it was, with caption "lol u mad?", at some point. Right now, of course, SloshO had planned out and typed "all" of my wrong-doings in the past, with detailed information to the admins to put me down. Eventually, the SOAP member, known as Magiczocker, came, and returned all of their previous edits to this wiki. In this period of time, I was blocked. I have been blocked by Magiczocker with the comment: "I couldn't remove most of the vandalist's contributions - because most of them were good." The pages of SloshO and ShatSwordsman, had been completely recreated now, as they were deleted by the councilor Magiczocker. In the end, I have now been blocked for a month. The ShatSwordsman fellow recreated his about page to feature that "he will make good contributions", and so is SloshO's, I suppose, but I didn't looked, for the moral and hateful damage they inflicted upon me, and the pain, is indescribable. The trolls had now completely took over the wiki, and as their first ever and next addition to the wiki, the page known as "Opera Singer", was rid of the real-life replica of the opera singer, I have put there - because it seemed fitting (this addition was done by internet troll ShatSwordsman, who must be taking pride in his trolling scheme and detailed planning of my destruction.) Basically, now, they use an opportunity of me being monthly silenced, to re-edit the wiki - how they like. I have tried to make the best of what was possible on this wiki. I have met with hate, and as I was trying to get any kind of help from various admins, I was silenced and now face the so-called "well deserved" blockage (By SloshO's and ShatSwordman's standards). I suppose that I really deserve it now - in turn I was trolled for trying to make my point and creating pages on the wiki. Now I am blocked. I have nothing else to add, for now, in my defense.