Thread:Ember Princess/@comment-1783453-20130831032149/@comment-24262069-20140109224210

Great Mara wrote: You're probably better off not listening to Tal at all. I'm an editor at one of the wikis he caused trouble on that got him globally banned in the first place. Not to mention his conduct since evading a ban by logging onto his Painus account. Insulting other editors is breaking Wikia's Terms of Use and calling other editors 'Fag' and 'Dumbass' is enough to get him blocked right there. You realize that one of my grandmothers passed away a few days before my original ban, right? I also apologized to the Staff, revealing the whole truth, that I was under a lot of stress and needed to use some sort of way to let it out, not knowing the consequenses.

But... look at these people, Mara. They follow me, sort of, thinking that I'm a hero, that I was a legend. And in a way, they're right. Not a lot of people have the stones to go up against at least three high-ranking administrators at the same time, but somehow, during that whole bout of anger and despair, I did.

I've considerably mellowed out since the banning took place, took my time in dishing out apologies to everyone, and mostly, during my five-month wait, I grew up, gaining the courage to apologize for everything, begging to return to the one place on the Internet that I can call "home".

I've experienced what it's like to be shunned by most contributors, and it isn't pretty. All I really wanted was to come back to the Wiki that respected me the most, that almost worshipped me like a god, and I'm going to be honest here, it felt good to be acknowledged by so much people.

I guess what I'm trying to say...is that I've turned over a new, almost anger-free leaf, and am desperate to just stay on the four Wikis I have in my Favourites tab.