User:AestheticsAllY

 Intro <p style="border: 5px outset #000000;; padding: 1em 1em; font-family:Arial; 11px; background:-moz-linear-gradient(right, #000000,#00DFC3, #460083);background: -webkit-gradient(linear,right, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: -webkit-linear-gradient(top, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: -o-linear-gradient(left, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: -ms-linear-gradient(bottom, #00000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: linear-gradient(to bottom, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083, #000000); color:#ffffff; text-align:center; padding:15px;-moz-box-shadow: 0 0 4px #00dfc3; box-shadow:0 0 30px #460083"> 'Hello, I’m Castaway. My real name is Allison but most people call me Alli or Ally so feel free to join in on that. Just a heads up however my username is not a reference to the movie castaway and I also have never even seen that movie so if you try to reference it I wont understand. Iv’e been on wikia around three years now. The story of my discovery of wikia was when I was twelve and in the seventh grade. We had the app store on our school IPads and everybody was playing this game called Five Nights at Freddy’s 2, now let me set this straight, I’m a FORMER FNaF fan. So I went on google and searched up the game. I clicked this link that took me to a place called the Five Nights at Freddy’s wikia. Thats where it all started. It was the late November of 2014. I went under the username of bonniewuvsya. Now I did make a good bit of friends. One of my former friends from there lead me to another wikia called Zeners wolf pack. Im no longer active on these wikia chats and the reason will be stated later on. But moving on like I said I had made a good couple of friends. Now I was twelve, and I’d never really spoken to anybody online before so I hadn’t really learned to not believe what everybody tells you and that a lot of people would fake suicide. Well, I ended up really liking this one guy and believe it or not I ended up falling into that trap. I believed everything they said. I thought they actually had attempted suicide until I later on down the way realized I was being used, manipulated, and lied too. This caused me to fall into a depression. Now this one person is no longer in my life and no longer is the reason I suffer depression but due to the fact that they still get on wikia I will not say there name so I can have my right to tell my story. It took me six months to get rid of this person and I finally did it. I ended up accidentally deactivating the account so I then went under as bonniewuvsyou. It was fine until I got into some serious drama on zeners and stated I was leaving wikia. This lead to me creating CastAway. The only reason I created it is to apologize to one person whose convinced me to stay on wikia. Thats why I’m still active. Now the wikias I currently am no longer active on in chat would be the FNaF wikia and zeners wolfpack. The reason why is because I’m actually learning to mature and get a hold on myself. The funny thing is I’ve been complemented by a couple users by the fact they see that I’m learning to grow up and mature. I quit FNaF because I’m sick of the petty drama that place holds and all the flaimbait. Its childish and immature in my opinion. Yeah I played a role in it but screw it I left. Its the same for zeners. Im not dealing with that either. I made my leaving post and disabled the comments so nobody can or could comment. It got to the point on zeners where when I do create a blogpost which is not often much anymore I disable the comments for it. Ive expanded the wiki's I do go on and I stick to those. Im somewhat active in the steven universe chat and Im very active in the JustDance chat. I’m currently working on my own wikia too. If you want to have a look at it, its Castaways Equanimity Aesthetic wikia. If you dont know what equanimity and aesthetic mean then, well, Google it.    '

 Stuff I Like & Enjoy Doing & Games I Like / Want To Play <p style="border: 5px outset #000000;; padding: 1em 1em; font-family:Arial; 11px; background:-moz-linear-gradient(right, #000000,#00DFC3, #460083);background: -webkit-gradient(linear,right, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: -webkit-linear-gradient(top, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: -o-linear-gradient(left, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: -ms-linear-gradient(bottom, #00000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: linear-gradient(to left, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083, #000000); color:#ffffff; text-align:center; padding:15px;-moz-box-shadow: 0 0 4px #00dfc3; box-shadow:0 0 30px #460083"> Drawing, Reading, Writing, Watch Netflix, Mario kart 8, Mario kart 7, Pokemon black, Pokemon x, Counter Strike Source, Undertale, Gmod, Portal, Portal 2, Minecraft for PC, Minecraft for Wii U, going to Nascar races with my mom ^-^, Band, Violin, Piano, Drums, Trombone, Editing, Coding, Watching Youtube, Working stage lights, Working soundboards, and Theater (more to be added soon)     



Close Friends In No Particular Order <p style="border: 5px outset #000000;; padding: 1em 1em; font-family:Arial; 11px; background:-moz-linear-gradient(right, #000000,#00DFC3, #460083);background: -webkit-gradient(linear,right, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: -webkit-linear-gradient(top, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: -o-linear-gradient(left, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: -ms-linear-gradient(bottom, #00000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: linear-gradient(to bottom, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083, #000000); color:#ffffff; text-align:left; padding:15px;-moz-box-shadow: 0 0 4px #00dfc3; box-shadow:0 0 30px #460083"> 'HugeClockTowerFan/Tyler Tyler has always been there for me no matter what. He's been there for me when I was at my lowest. He is someone I fully trust and can rely on. RageVG When I met Rage it was when I joined wikia, back in 2014. Him and I werent really close then, during that time I'd assume we would just call each other acquaintances. But now he's one of my bestest friends ever. He was also there for me when I was at my lowest and he is someone I also fully trust. We got to know each other the day right after my fourteenth birthday, if your looking for an exact date. But yeah JadeAlannah I met Jade back on Zeners. She didn't believe what people said about me. Instead she got to know me for herself. She didnt let people get in the way of her developing her own opinion of me and that means alot, for me to know that she gave me a chance for her to get to know me. She's the little sister I've always wanted. Just a heads up im an only child. But I consider Jade Family and I fully trust her too. Im happy that she's in my life TheDaftGinger I remember how we met just like yesterday. It started with a small compliment and thats how our friendship took off. Ever since that day, I've been so happy to know I have someone like you in my life who cares about me so much and that means the world to me. I thank you so much for always sticking by my side still to this day, I love ya pal Sato We met on Zeners, I dont even exactly remember how our friend ship took off but I do know that we play minecraft a lot and talk about just dance plenty. Your a great person to have around. =D Avv I must admit we do tend to argue a bit but that doesnt get in the way of being friends with you. We may not be close friends but your a great person to have around. Your also a great artist, I hope you go far in that kid. Darkheart666 BOY DO WE HAVE ALOTTA HISTORY LOL!! I did NOT meet you on wikia, I met you on my first day of starting a new middle school. It started with me sitting in the front of the school bus and you sitting beside me, you said hello. Now look at where we are. We both had our downfalls in our friendship but we both got back up and stuck by eachother. You were there for me when I was scared of hurting myself and of hurting others. You have seen me cry and you've held me and hugged me and comforted me so much. I remember in 2015 when I went to the hospital for being suicidal and I couldnt stop thinking about how worried you would be. When I returned home and checked my phone, I was right. You messaged me every day I was there worried for me. That means so much and Im happy to have someone like you in my life. Cassie You have so many accounts so I put your name. Your a great person to have around because you always make me laugh. You make me happy and you taught me how to code, besides the fact you let me use some of your coding as a base to enhance my own. I appreaciate your company, its nice having someone like you around. Alex The Neko God, I dont remember every exact detail but it started when I spoke to Tatsumi. It was back when I had a crush on him and you, and when I told him in pm about it, he told me that you would be better for me, or something along those lines. We did end up going out and it was for a long while too. But when you seemed to have disapeared thats when the relationship faded and we ended up breaking up for the better. But that didnt get in the way of us having a friendship. Your a great person to have around and you know how to make me laugh, I appreciate the fact you care about me and that means alot, thank you

Jane I wouldnt consider us close friends but I do consider us friends. You didnt seem to be on much while I was on but I have told you some personal things and I appreciate you being here to help me out with that. If it werent for you, I wouldnt be on wikia anymore. Your the reason im still on wikia. We had an arguement and you didnt give me time to tell you the whole story, so what I did was I made this account a couple days after that arguement because I felt I was in the wrong. I got on the wolf pack and surely you were there, and I apoligized and you accepted my apology and apoligized to which I accepted. But besides me telling you the whole story you did something else. You convinced me to stay, and I did. I wouldnt be on wikia anymore if it wasnt for you convincing me that its ok and everything was alright and was going to be alright. Thanks I honestly appreciate it. The name is nick You were one of my first friends I ever made on wikia, and though you dont seem to be on anymore and we seemed to have faded away, I still consider you a close friend. You listened to what I had to say and how I felt. You didnt judge me and you seemed to care about me and that means alot and I greatly appreciate that. Jillips Yes, we have had our arguements and I know I probably am the one who was at fault for them but I appreciate you accepting all the times I've apologized to you for it. You seem like somebody I can talk to and just let my emotions flow. But because I dont think you know me well enough I really havent done that. But I would like to have a conversation with you at some time and really get to know you because you seem like a nice person to be around. Also I just want to say your really good at photography ^u^    ' 

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<p style="border: 5px outset #000000;; padding: 1em 1em; font-family:Arial; 11px; background:-moz-linear-gradient(right, #000000,#00DFC3, #460083);background: -webkit-gradient(linear,right, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: -webkit-linear-gradient(top, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: -o-linear-gradient(left, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: -ms-linear-gradient(bottom, #00000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: linear-gradient(to bottom, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083, #000000); color:#ffffff; text-align:center; padding:15px;-moz-box-shadow: 0 0 4px #00dfc3; box-shadow:0 0 30px #460083">  Misty, Lapiis, Smith B., Falco, ThisIsFox, Zero, Happy, JohnJD1302, Gfor, DMBY, Pable, Second Edge, Esdeath, Jezebelle, Salio, Stexey, Parapraxis, Crust, Binary, Kappa, Weegee, Ello, Tinyboxtimkira, Naruko, Tatsumi       Random Things I like <p style="border: 5px outset #000000;; padding: 1em 1em; font-family:Arial; 11px; background:-moz-linear-gradient(right, #000000,#00DFC3, #460083);background: -webkit-gradient(linear,right, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: -webkit-linear-gradient(top, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: -o-linear-gradient(left, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: -ms-linear-gradient(bottom, #00000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: linear-gradient(to bottom, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083, #000000); color:#ffffff; text-align:left; padding:15px;-moz-box-shadow: 0 0 4px #00dfc3; box-shadow:0 0 30px #460083"> 'Favorite Artists Melanie Martinez, Troye Sivan, Halsey, Lana Del Ray, Marina and the Diamonds, Twenty one pilots, Lorde, My chemical romance, Nirvana, Zella Day, Fall out boy, PVRIS, Awolnation, Paramore, Panic! at the disco, the 1975, zedd, Calvin Harris, X Ambassadors, and Oh Wonder Favorite Youtubers Danisnotonfire, Amazingphil, Markiplier, Jacksepticeye, Pewdiepie, Aphmau, Leafyishere, Johnnie Guilbert, Alex Dorame, Crankthatfrank, Social Repose, Hey there im shannon, Jeydon wale, Jordan sweeto, Diegosaurs Navarrette (proud to say he noticed me before and follows me on twitter =u=), Eugenia Cooney, Kick the pj, Tyler oakley, zoella, Connor Franta, Sprinkle of glitter, Caspar, Bethany Mota, Shane, AmandasChronicles, and Joey Graceffa Favorite books Looking for alaska, an abundance of katherines, paper towns, prep, Binge, the amazing book is not on fire, and im not her Favorite movies A girl like her, the phantom of the opera, the fault in our stars, alice in wonderland and heaven is for real favorite songs (not naming all) Wild, My happy little pill, Fools, Colors, control, Tennis court, dollhouse, soap, pity party, sippy cup, crybaby, teams, sweater weather, unsteady, misery business, jet pack blues, kids arent all right, run, fourth of july, lost it to trying, summertime sadness, serial killer, polarize, car radio, heavy diry soul, heathens, kitchen sink, goner, lane boy, the judge, blurry face, ride, holding on to you, lovely, ode to sleep, im not ok i promise, the black parade, teenagers, cancer, smells like teen spirit, east of eden, lose it, shark, nicotine, stay with me, and beautiful now    '  'I Have Been Professionally Diagnosed With The Following ADHD at age 5 Insomnia at age 7 Oppositional Defiance Disorder/ODD at age 8 Severe Anxiety at age 8 Autism (Aspergers) At Age 11 Depression At Age 12'



Things I consider Important <p style="border: 5px outset #000000;; padding: 1em 1em; font-family:Arial; 11px; background:-moz-linear-gradient(right, #000000,#00DFC3, #460083);background: -webkit-gradient(linear,right, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: -webkit-linear-gradient(top, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: -o-linear-gradient(left, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: -ms-linear-gradient(bottom, #00000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: linear-gradient(to bottom, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083, #000000); color:#ffffff; text-align:center; padding:15px;-moz-box-shadow: 0 0 4px #00dfc3; box-shadow:0 0 30px #460083"> 'My top priority for 2016-2020 is to focus on school because the I was in middle school I was always border line passing and failing. I also really want to get into a good college so I can have a successful life. The start of my freshmen year has been great for me and I have never felt like I actually belonged like how I do now. I have my own friend group now I guess you could say which is surprising for me since its really hard for me to make friends in real life. So I've decided to focus more on my grades. Don't be surprised if you don't see me on as much    '



'Zener wolfpack ~ Former Chat mod CastAways ~ Founder Hatverse ~ Founder (Teaming with a friend on) Troye Sivan ~ Admin Comet Matrix ~ Admin Wiki Testing ~ Admin '  



Wikis Im Active On <p style="border: 5px outset #000000;; padding: 1em 1em; font-family:Arial; 11px; background:-moz-linear-gradient(right, #000000,#00DFC3, #460083);background: -webkit-gradient(linear,right, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: -webkit-linear-gradient(top, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: -o-linear-gradient(left, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: -ms-linear-gradient(bottom, #00000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: linear-gradient(to bottom, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083, #000000); color:#ffffff; text-align:center; padding:15px;-moz-box-shadow: 0 0 4px #00dfc3; box-shadow:0 0 30px #460083"> 'Five Nights at Freddys Wiki Testing Comet Matrix Troye Sivan Just Dance CastAways Equanimity YouTube    '



Wikis Im Semi-Active On

<p style="border: 5px outset #000000;; padding: 1em 1em; font-family:Arial; 11px; background:-moz-linear-gradient(right, #000000,#00DFC3, #460083);background: -webkit-gradient(linear,right, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: -webkit-linear-gradient(top, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: -o-linear-gradient(left, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: -ms-linear-gradient(bottom, #00000, #00DFC3, #460083); background: linear-gradient(to bottom, #000000, #00DFC3, #460083, #000000); color:#ffffff; text-align:center; padding:15px;-moz-box-shadow: 0 0 4px #00dfc3; box-shadow:0 0 30px #460083"> 'Undertale RP Melanie Martinez Zeners Wolfpack Puppet Masters    '