Thread:Jester of chaos/@comment-80.79.155.250-20201013055855/@comment-25906608-20201014174629

Jester of chaos wrote: I am so sick of people using “I have ___ so you have to immediately give them everything or else you’re cruel”, I have some learning and other mental issues some of which is from severe abuse I had as a child ranging from a man my family thought they could trust beating me and a brother who tried at one point to talk me into suicide which thankfully I at the time was afraid of a possible afterlife. Ngh93 waisted every chance he’s been given to be a productive user and always tries to weasel his way out with either lies or some weak excuse, oh and before you use autism as a get out of jail free card I have a cousin and a friend outside wiki who are some of the nicest people who can function in society despite being autistic. Ngh93 is never welcome back and Olivier you are breaking a rule but I’ll let it slide once as matters between blocks re to be between those people or other admins with very few exceptions.

Edit: Also Ngh93 was given far more chances then he deserved with him regularly throwing fits over things, demanding things done his way and even when warned several times kept it up. He made his choices and now lives with the consequences. Jester, that really hurt my feelings. Being never welcome back? I honesly didn't mean to create more problems and I didn't mean for these chances to get blown. And i never meant for things to get outta hand. I want you to know how genuinely remorseful I am and I wanna gain your trust again and fix this. I honestly never realized how many chances I had, but I believe everyone deserves new chances, no matter how many. It shows us we can improve! And i can assure you. I will avoid creating edit wars and watch my tone of voice.

As for "live with the consequences of infinite blockage"? Honestly, I'm able to move on from a lot of things, but infinite blockage? I just don't find myself capable of not being able to edit on villains wiki for the rest of my life. It just leaves an empty spot in my heart. Please try to understand me. My autism is not an excuse. It's a very serious condition that I constantly struggle with and due to my autism, I face extreme difficulty following guidelines! It's just not easy for me as it is for most people. One of my goals in life is to improve it wherever i edit. But how can I prove it to you if i can't edit on your villains wiki? I am determined to show you how i can change one way or another. And I will never give up.

I'd  be eternally grateful if you'd try look at this thru my perspective. Kindly please i give the moon and the star to be able to edit on villains wiki! I will try my best not to blow it this time! I will show you respect and courtesy! Therefore I think it's fair if I had an expiry date of approx Nov 11. How's that sound?

That should give me plenty of time to learn my lesson. Before you reject, please at least try to think about what Oliver & I said in our entries and try understand this from my POV somehow. Like look at it through my perspective.