Thread:Veralann/@comment-33319084-20180317123258/@comment-33319084-20180319062719

A Few Sentences of Advice wrote: If you're just worried about breaking the law then you've already decided you're going to drink the alcohol in your heart. Who cares if you drink it? Let's be real, unless your parents walk in on you they probably won't know you had any...but that doesn't make it right.

Even if you only have one cup, and refrain from inebriation you're still violating a clear law, and you should respect the government enough not to have any alcohol even if you feel you can handle it. Though, given the fact you've been getting into drama on here and reacting quite emotionally I'd strongly suggest for you not to imbibe anything that would make it harder for you to have self-control. Dude, I Have No Self-Control Anyways. Plus with the lack of responsibility, and maturity, I like honestly don't care. I know It's against the law but IDK what to do. Therapy is NOT helping whatsoever and I've already commited crimes before:

I ran away and called the police 3 years ago (I was in eighth grade)

I attempted suicide last February (In 2017)

I've threatened myself too.

I've even had thoughts of actually KILLING people. I've basically gone insane by now. I mean, there's no going back to the good person I used to be. I had two paths to choose from:

Be a good person

or Be a criminal

I choose be a criminal. I can't go back... I'm mentally depressed, gone insane, and isn't a good person. In other words, I basically got a non-existance criminal record. It just honestly be the Devil's work. I believe in him instead of Jesus, and God. I don't worship the Devil though.