Thread:Moonwatcher Beauty/@comment-46751959-20200903205249/@comment-33597190-20200905004120

oh - no, you're alright. i mean - you gave me a semi-heart attack at first when i originally saw your message(i'm scared of a lot of people lately, you're in that group, unfortunately, heh -), but, that's passed, so dw you're alright. i'm a bit less anxious right now after reading your reply tbh - wasn't sure what to expect at first, was prepared for another message with the "moony doesn't deserve my friendship" energy present in it, but i don't think that's present here so that's - good. i'm just hoping this goes alright, in all honesty. a normal conversation would be great after everything. and, shush, don't say you're not special, you used to be a good friend of mine and i have really, really good memories with you that i'm happy i was able to create before i became such a terrible person. you still have a smol place in my hear,t along with everyone else i used to know, and, because of that, at least in my book, you're a special bean, and that's final. actually - i had just happened to be clearing out my notifications from the wiki a week or two ago, i was unstalking everyone's walls that day to stop getting notifications from the wiki permanently, and happened to see your message about leaving at the top of the list, when, finished, i went to go click "read all" in the box. i just so happened to get really curious and click on it, then had to stop myself from wheezing terribly at both your new username and the message itself after i realized what i had just read - i actually had been having a really, really sh**** day, so thank you for that. that's how i know about your account being deleted, in case you were curious. i'm surprised you checked up on me tbh, if anything i'm nobody special, especially after everything that's happened, heh. everything alright? usually, people nowadays don't contact me unless they'd like to risk ruining their social status, so i just want to make sure it's nothing serious to a point where you'd risk it - sorry, concerned fren-but-not-fren mode just came on, bad habit - in all honesty, i just can't really think of another reason why i'd be one of the last people you'd want to at least say hello to before you leave, ex-good terms or not, so that's why i'm asking heh.

it was nice getting this message, though - i haven't really talked to anyone in several days - been really lonely - so, well, despite everything i just said, i am really glad you decided to pop in and say a quick goodbye nonetheless.

how have you been?

also - if you would randomly like to ever stay in touch after you do leave (i'm not sure why you would, but ,just in case, doing a risky move here oh yes but i'm going to do it anyway because i have nothing to lose lmao), i have an alt hangouts account, @moonyconfirmeduwu@gmail.com, if you're ever interested!

also, my apologies in advance for this message being a big pile of "why did i read this she isn't even making any sense wh -" material, my brain is a bit fried right now, i'm sorry if it isn't the best. my wording is probably going to be crap so, again, my apologies haha. i just re-read everything and realized how little all of this makes sense but i'm really too exhausted to re-write everything, so i'll just hope for the best and hope you understand at least some of it.