User:Starsister1

The way I go the way I came I thought I had sister but her sister is her best friend I never had family, they always push me away like garbage,I wish the one who gave me birth didn't like she told be she almost abort me when I was her unwanted tummy, I wish antie didn't talk her off keeping me I never had good life was not able to talk can even say r at young age mispronounced  words made fun off. Who I'm nobody always wish I was like my older sister but can't never be even close to her, even bf was able to hit me brake my nose, Bruce my body and its OK because I'm nobady wothles. Miss my 👵 she was like mother to me only grandma was there for me grandma I miss u so mutch I miss the days I watch u spending time together I was so stupid what I said I wish I can turn back time I wish I was better person I love u grandma u were my teacher my supporter even laugh  at my stupidity told me I'm so young and I have allot to learn in life, but I'm always by myself no friends it just me and I pad, just like bf said pass off shit does not direct nothing and u go to cage that's what u deserve that's Wright I wish I never walked on this earth. I will always be unworthy stupid dumb my heart been empty for long time so emthy there berley a beat its like he said I'm empty I don't have heart, but I used to have heart I remember the beat but it's just memory. Since 6 years ago it's been gone, who can believe me about four symbols few weird applied when I took picture of him napping he said something under his breath,the picture us in Twitter  but who cares I try to find what it is.i used to enjoy lissining to music enjoy walking know I just cry sit tired so tired. He change me I'm not the same person I was all I wanted is to live enjoy being alive having kids but it's impossible  dream he told me I don't deserve kids  don't deserve to be mam of my babies I was lucky  to have him he was to good for me I was lucky he was there for me, I should be graful  when he hits me I deserve it.only way to find me is becoming animal  that's how his friends show up otherwise  there no way to find me u will not see me always miss me it's like in mind craf game Dominic loves to play, demons do exsists they uglier then u can imagine the can eat ur soul while blood runs from dieying  they don't care about living world demon's loose colors don't see anything beautiful, how beautiful trees are how  fresh air is the birds chirping, how soft snow is to make a angel or have a snow fight it's cold but soft and fun. Life is beautiful I can almost imagine worm birth chiseling leaves and the creak sound from the small creak with rocks, and the coldest water u can imagine but so rifreshing and it feels refreshing to skin I just want to go back there lie on my back and flout looking at the sky and let the water take all the worries.one more time swing on that swing,apple tree swing on the branch feel the wind hear the birds, hear the creak in the distance the soft sound of water and swing as high as u can and feel the rush of the wind on face and laugh  so loud it feels so good to be a live and feel like a kid again. My love is barrier besides the tree my douther with her family is resting besides Apple tree that protect them forever it's just me missing there is no rest for me. It's hard to believe but peaple with powers exsists they got black inc on their bodies all over it's invincible it's black magic the peaple swer their life's on that black ugliest inc that covers them called anbilivilible  powers  they unstable so powerfully and I'm only one that is normal don't got that stupid inc only one in trillion. Then they got bracelets that traps the ones that cheats on spouse then they work for fake witches that inced their bodies and the it's me they uses what I get they drain me take everything from me especially  the boy with fat body just indecent baby eyes that so deceiving then it's Zack beautiful eyes but so cold,and boys mom who looks dumb but becarful she can eat ur soul just like her little nuget son and there is onother boy he hides away just comes out when she needs him all of peaple even animals got powers they can be anywhere she got everything  covered gerrys John priest the believer Holly men and his douther elinor and while family it's terrible. I believe in my heart God my heart  🙏, and anne is not anne she is disgusting personality taking elinora and the only one out of million always hidden besides her and her boys always beside her or her girls but it's her boys that becames girls.