Thread:Melomene/@comment-31029665-20170127110654/@comment-31029665-20170130035907

''' Let me just say I am not trying to get my ban undone, please do not think that's why I am doing this. And I am sorry. '''

(You're right I majorly overeacted when I got angry with Harostar for removing the statement I should have read the rules first and I really should have not done that it was a combination and me just being a bit of brat, and numerous other things from real life I should have not taken out on them, I feel really bad about it especially because I know them... elsewhere... When the ban is over I fully mean to apologize for that.)
 * Your edit getting undone is no reason to take it personal and throw a tantrum.




 * When you change something, the burden of proof lies on you. That won't go away by adding it over and over again. Give a citation and you're done. That also makes it much easier to verify the correctness of some information in the article later. Moreover, we've been strict in the last few months about adding speculation into articles. We really want to keep inferences to a minimum, as we've been bitten by wrong inferences in the past.

(I will by sure to cite in future. I assumed that when "Uncle Nimu-Dash" undid it they were doing it to spite me since they had just finished trolling me in a comment section and I let my anger get the best of me and actually never bothered to read the comment on why they did it. Though me leaving a passive agressive comment when I first posted the fact could not have reflected well on me telling the truth about the comment. I definetly should not have taken my anger out about something not being done about it out toward Harustar)



(I definetly should have said something different instead of deleting that, part of that was definitely me getting frustrated, but I definetly wouldn't have done it if I knew it was considered directly against the rules. Which... I definetly should have read more throughly obviously if any other part of my being rude showed...)
 * I agree that this section on Scarecrow's page needs to be improved, but it's not like it is plain wrong. However, that the section needs improvement does not give you the right to just remove everything completely.




 * I don't buy that you accidentally logged out to edit this one page. I believe you intended to obfuscate who was behind that edit. We cannot tolerate such behavior. Your ban stays in place.

(I don't really need you to believe me on the anon thing it's... whatever. I recognize my behavior does not reflect well on me telling the truth, and I don't expect you to remove the ban, perhaps I can convince you by improving my behavior in future. I only started editing on this account on Jan 15 and have edited before I had that account if it helps my case any...)



(Would you like me to? If it would help I will)
 * It's nice that you made some screenshots, but hunting down these comments just using these is a pain. Links are more helpful, then we can deal with it.



(I at least in part made this thread before I had really calmed down... I got frustrated because I felt like "Uncle Nimu-Dash" was just getting away with what they said and at the time were  continuing to say to me. And I did not chose the best way to deal with it. "Unstable" really hit home since I do have, certain issues to do with reading emotions. And I felt like it was being ignored
 * This thread here also does not instill confidence in me that you have actually understood what is wrong with your conduct. If you plan to return, please think about it and fix your behavior. It'll make life easier for both you and us.

 And I was still refusing to admit I should have handled the scarecrow page incident differently, and I was mad about insinuations Harostar made about my character because of it. Though I can't really blame them since I was being bitchy at the time.)



'''I don't need you to believe me but I am sorry, Looking back I reminded myself of how I behaved at a certain time in my life I do not wish to repeat. I acted like an ass and embarrassed myself. I will try to act better in future. '''

