User:Master Ceadeus 27

 My New Year's Message You all know me as Master Ceadeus 27. Because this time last year, I got my third name change from Ceadeuslayer27 to it. Before that, I was Zeldas ganon. Shall we review? Hell yes.

February 14, 2012. Ring a bell to any of you? Probably not. But that's the day I first joined Wikia. Looking back, I know how much of a true asshole I really was - in every definition of the word. No one was smarter, better, more handsome than me, in my opinion. I really thought I was the best and that I was always right. But then, a few notable users on Zeldapedia started whipping me into shape (much to my irritation, but i'm glad of it now), and I started realizing that I wasn't all I said I was - and that not everything was created equal. That's when I got the realization: every wiki, every site, every place has different rules. It's when I began to change. I began to change and be able to go with changes. Then, MHFanon... Who knew that I'd become Bureaucrat of it? I had really come far - I had a basic knowledge of WikiText, very basic knowledge of CSS, and I was finishing up my very first large fanfiction. But even there, I started out badly. Eventually, it got to the point where I thought all of wikia was against me. That's when my first online friends came around - UkantorEX, and Democide. We're not nearly as good friends anymore, but still I think them.

Then, in August, I made my new account and met my three longest-lasting friends; Tayler, Kate, and Nina. I don't talk to them as much as we used to (they used to be my only friends), but they're still awesome friends that I can rely on. Thanks to you guys. <3 I also had my first relationship, and it lasted until September. In October, I had my second relationship, and it lasted until the day before Christmas. By this time, I had been in Missouri for but a day (before that, I had lived and had grown up in Mississippi)

Long story short, a lot of things happened and by the summer of 2013, I was extremely suicidal and I self-harmed quite a bit. My three best friends were the only things keeping me alive.

Then I met my now-adopted Sister (not really, but that's how we see each other). She was born four hours before me and has the exact same mental disorders that I do. We understand each other on a level you couldn't imagine. I can never thank you enough, Sister. We began to be friends in August, and have remained best friends ever since.

In October, I started dating my current boyfriend...and if it weren't for he and my sister's efforts, I would have definitely killed myself on a dark, sad night in November.

I have changed so much. If you knew me as Zeldas ganon, that ancient memory from times gone by, you would know what I mean. I used to be arrogant, mean, rude (excessively so), and I was a vicious, self-centered brat. Now, I can say that I'm an intelligent, calculating, aware person who thinks before they speak, and spends a lot of time thinking - even if it doesn't seem like it. I'm said to be quite wise (though some may dispute the truth of this), but I also know my own weaknesses.

I'm overweight.

I'm autistic.

I'm usually paranoid.

But I'm me, and that's the best I can do.

TO 2014!

Master Ceadeus  21:44, January 1, 2014 (UTC)

Broken Window Serenade
"and you feed your addiction~ With your crystal meth~ And I plead for your life, as it takes you to your death~ You make your deal with the devil as your looks begin to fade~ I saw you laughing through the tears as you slowly slipped away~"

The Gambler
"Now, son I've made a life out of readin' people's faces, knowing what the cards were by the way they held their eyes, so if you don't mind my sayin' I can see you're out of aces, for a taste of your whiskey, I'll give you some advice."

Forget You!
"I'm sorry, I can't afford a Ferrari, but that don't mean I can't get you there ~ I guess she's an xBox, and I'm more Atari, but the way you play your game ain't fair"

Dream On
"There's been times that I've looked in the mirror~ All these lines on my face getting clearer ~ The past is gone~ It went by like dusk to dawn~ isn't that the way, everybody's got their dues in life to pay?~ I know nobody knows, where it comes and where it goes, I know everybody sins, you've got to lose to know how to win."

Have You Ever Seen The Rain
"Someone told me long ago, there's a calm before the storm~ I know! It's been comin' for some time,~ When it's over, so they say, it'll rain a sunny day~ I know! Shinin' down like water~ I wanna know, have you ever seen that rain?"

Knocking on Heaven's Door
"Momma take this badge off of me, I can't use it anymore~ It's getting dark-too dark to see. I feel like I'm knocking on heaven's door~"

My Pages of note

 * -| My CSS Pages =
 * Common.css
 * Global.css
 * -| My JS Pages =
 * Global.js
 * Bot.js
 * -| My various wiki accounts =
 * Wikipedia
 * Wikivoyage
 * Wikia
 * -| Various fanfictions =
 * The Ancient Strife
 * The Moga Knight Trilogy

My Friends~
This is a list that I reserve for people who have stuck it out, who've always been there. Who have met me at my worst, laughed at me at my best, and saw me through everything and stuck by my side. Not for people who have helped once or twice, not for people I've spoken to maybe once, and not for people that I barely know who claim to know me a lot. They usually don't.

Sister - My adopted Sister. We've known each other for...Quite a while. I met her at a time in my life when I didn't want to make friends. I wanted to give up, run away, cry, stop living-I contemplated suicide daily. Life was not worth living. Then came Sister. She changed me a lot in this year, changes ranging from ending my thoughts about suicide, to simply being more silly, and even to being a better friend. Until around the beginning of December 2013, I didn't fully know how much I appreciated her and loved her. Ever since an event that happened around then, I've appreciated her and all my friends a lot more. I just hope this little hat knows how much she means to me, how much I care, and most of all, how much I appreciate her.

Signatures
Sign if you're my friend. Sign if you're, eh, on the fence. Sign if you're my enemy, too, just don't be mean. lol


 *  Breaking Benjamin? well, enjoy the silence.  (my website) 09:11, June 22, 2013 (UTC)

You're a good person. Brandon Pow (talk) 11:53, June 24, 2013 (UTC)


 * Vodka. ~ Анонымоус  Лонеp   ~  (chat with me, I won’t bite!)